How can something so beautiful hurts us so much?

Why do obvious answers so easily overlooked?

I've just learnt a very interesting technique!

It can diagnose the condition of your internal organs.

Update for my To Do List :

- To perform on stage with my family band!

This might take some time, maybe even years, knowing that none of us in the family being good in playing instruments. But I'm already arranging the songs we'll be playing when that day arrived.

Johannes - Lead Singer/Guitarist

Jokko - Backup Singer/Bass

Jokhie - Drumset

Pheiyani - Keyboard

Shit, I'm so damn motivated now!

To Do List :

- Recap Flash Actionscript Language

- Create a Flash Game

- Experiment with FL Studio

- Create a webpage for "Our Band"

- Study Nutrition

- Reconnect with friends

- Find a job

In the midst of catching up with lost-contacted friends, I realised the difference of maturity in them, now and then. And here I am, still stuck with the maturity from then -.-

I feel like going out, on my own.

Maybe I'll catch a movie or smth.

Going out with my friends just makes me feel even more depressed.

I have no idea why I can't seem to communicate with anyone lately.

None of the topics I bought out seem to connect,

and none of their topics seem to connect with me.

Damn, mistakes again.

The feeling of being rushed sucks.

And the feeling of rushing someone sucks even more!

Sorry Alund, I gotta rant for a while. Please bear with me.

I just finished a recce at singapore flyer. It's really rare to be released early, my job has just gotten more interesting. But... Where do i go now from here??? Go home? I've been stuck at home for so long, not using this chance to take a walk is such a waste. Where do you think i could go, Alund?

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Hey Al,

Work is stale, I'm currently waiting for a call from Citytour.

Called them million times and still can't get me through to the person in charge.

Said that she went to the restroom and will call me back,

but no call even after 5 minutes. She must be avoiding me after the previous calls.

My colleague is down with fever and yet she still comes for work.

-salute- my utmost respect.

It's still just the beginning of the day,

early in the morning I woke up to photocopy my certs for the appointment with the MOM later in the afternoon.

I only realised that my passport is missing.

Searched frantically throughout the whole house, called my siblings and mom.

After 1 hour of searching, I finally found it... in my sister's mini drawer... =_=

I didn't really pay much attention to it but... this boy at the left with the skateboard is really skillfully drawn. If only I was the artist. That's it, from today onwards, you shall be my blog butler! I shall name you..... Alund!

New Job, and I hope a new start towards life.
The job was alright, a little awkward at the beginning though.
The people are friendly, but hard for me to communicate with.
And I'm using Macbook for the first time.

I get to travel a lot in this job, as in REALLY a lot.
Imagine 3 places back and forth within 4 hours.
The only bad side I guess is the unpredictable working hours.

I want answers...

Is it just me or am I down on luck?

What is my potential? What are my abilities?

What!? Are you saying I've been nurturing the wrong skill!?

I spent most of my time alone so much that my brain started wondering about perhaps bizarre subjects such as "Why do we see, feel, smell, and think through this body? There are so many creatures in this world and yet, why this particular individual?"... so much, that using the word meditation could be an understatement.

A supposedly positive mood after an outing was so easily ruined because of my ego.
pffttt

Ask me if I'm happy, and I would answer "yes, I'm happy".

어떻게 해야 돼요?

God! I love my family freakin much!
And I couldn't help but laugh at myself for only realizing that now.
Sorry if I ever take you guys for granted.

Speaking of granted, looking back, I felt that there are too much things I have taken for granted. Studies, time, money... and friends. I felt so remorseful over the people I had hurt.

Today, I'm going on a journey to the deepest part of my inner conscience .
I suspect that there might be an inception happening inside.
I wish to know more about myself, as well as what I really want.
I hope I'm strong enough to distinguish between what I want and what I need.

I could't emphasis more on how much better you will feel after you speak your mind about things that you have been keeping inside you.

For too many times we felt doubt and uneasy about certain things, but we simply refused to talk and share about it. And why do we refused? Is it because we are afraid of the reaction we get? Or the impressions that we gave? No matter the reason, one thing for sure is that we will never clear our doubts unless we speak our mind, then communications are achieved and doubts being answered.

My jamming buddies/band mates are wonderful people, a mix of human beings with unique personalities. We set up this band almost 2 years ago, and we starts without any or little music background. Things were ok when i could come for every practices. But once i stepped into society, i guess works overwhelmed me. I have no more time to go for the practices and i felt that i don't contribute to the band anymore and I Guess I felt outcasted. Going for practice becomes an obligation, and i no longer enjoy it. I finally talked it out with one of them and... Things were not what i thought it is...

We have known each other for 6-7 years, and i felt guilty for underestimating the value of our friendship. I shouldn't have worry too much about it for I should believe that they believe I am trying my best to contribute to the band.

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You saw your young nephew playing with your keyboard, banging the notes aimlessly. You think it's annoying and you told him to stop, every single time he does it. Yes he will stop, but wouldn't we be carving a false mindset to the kid that playing with the keyboard is wrong? That it is an action that will result in them being reprimanded? To save themselves from uneccessary trouble, they stop touching the keyboard entirely, completely shutting their doors from music.

I saw my nephew banging the keyboard, creating horrible "music", but I didn't shut them up. I merely told them to lower down the volume. I have to say, even convincing them to lower it down is a difficult task. But what I slowlly realized was that, he was actually figuring out the notes for "twinkle twinkle little star". Feeling all excited and amazed by his curiousity, I got up and guide him with the song, relieved that I didn't hinder his music explorations.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that, we as an adult, as well as the role-model for the younger generations should encourage and motivate, instead of restricting and depriving them of what could be their best potential. Let their body and mind roam free, I believe this will nurture their creativity and self-expression, not to mention boosting their self-confidence.

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If there is 1 thing I learn, don't throw your garbage at other person.
BECAUSE THE RUBBISH WILL SOMEHOW CAME BACK TO YOU

No matter what promises we made, or were given,
there will always be a time when you'll be disappointed.

Already too much time, I've clinged to promises,
only to realise they are just mere words and be disappointed .

I know sometimes promises are hard to keep, and sometimes, forgotten.
I don't blame any person for that.
I can't force people to remember every single promises they made.
But I can force myself to at least keep my promises,
and deliver them just as I promised.
"Don't do things that you don't want others do to you" simple, no?

These promises I currently hold, I won't expect too much from it,
neither will I totally ignore. I'll see what would happen.

Do I have problems with the people around me?
Or does the people around me have problem with me?

God dammit... I gotta get to the bottom of this.

I can't do this...
I'll never be a good brother...

Don't you just hate it when your good friend was depressed,
and there you are wanting to console, but nothing comes out?
The next thing you know, you tried too hard and rubbish blabbers out of your mouth.
Instead of consoling, you makes them more confused and awkward by your action.

I'm so going to be super healthy, sleeping this early everyday.
Tomorrow is a brand new day,
Ignore the bad things happen today,
and embrace the present, that is tomorrow.

I like being happy, because I refuse to be sad.
I like being alone, because I refuse to be lonely.
I like being childish, because I refuse to be mature.... wait a minute O.o

I sleep early, and I know I have a healthy body.
I ate a lot, and I'm able to keep slim.
I studied a lot, and I know I spent my time wisely.
I smiled a lot, and I know it brighten someone's day

To all the people out there, have a nice weekend. =D

I sleep early... But I still feel sleepy all the time.
I ate a lot... But I'm still skinny.
I studied alot... But I doesn't improve much.
I smiled a lot... But everything goes wrong.

6C classmates were grumbling for another gathering,
and they automatically point at me to be the organizer.
Like, I'm not already very busy...
BUT, it's a good thing, means that they are keen to keep in contact.
And maybe they believe that I'm able to organize a good gathering.
In any way, it really boost my self-esteem. Thank Guys.

People change from time to time.
No matter is for the better, or for the worse.
But there will always be a core in everyone,
that will always stays the same.
What it is, no one is sure
As it differs for every individual.

I just finished cleaning my room(okay, table to be more precise). And I found a lot of things that I thought I lost. A lot of these things have some significant value, memories residing in them, and I felt bad to ever lost them. It's like I don't care about these memories, in which I actually do.

I'm tired...
Let's hope everything will be done by this week,
I really need a rest.

My throat is killing me!
I suspect it's the plastic water bottle I brought to work.
Must be some of the plastic melted and fused with the water when I fill it with warm water.

I'm getting sick easily lately.
My immunity system is really declining.

I should sleep early tonight.
after all, tomorrow IS the graduation ceremony.
I guess not all promises are meant to be realised, huh.
Well, it's ok... no one is perfect right?

It was another nightmare again, this morning.
I want my dreamless sleep back...

It's strange that I've never remembered what I dreamed about,
but lately, my dreams appeared more clearly than ever.
And most of the time, it's nightmare.
Really spoils my day.

Graduation Ceremony is 3 days away,
Just cut my hair,
And I just realised my hair length still doesn't meet the requirement....

Oh, I just remembered what I was supposed to blog about.
But looks like I can't post it yet.
Next time, perhaps.
Got to leave myself a reminder to post it.

Reminder to self : Imaginary Friend.

Goddamn brain has such little memory space!
It's always like this,
whenever I thought I finally got something to blog about,
I went home and can't recall what was it that I wanted to blog about.

I think I'm gonna bring a handy notebook wherever I go,
so that I can immediately write down what's in my mind.
But wait, wouldn't that defeat the purpose of having a blog?
Since it's already logged into my notebook.

I'm gonna need a break,
to sort out everything.
Time Time Time...

There goes my last connection with NYP.
My last Percussion Ensemble Concert...
So now I'm fully a working adult.

I've got to find something irrelevant to work to do,
I don't want to be like a robot, working everyday.

This is a thank you gift from my colleague at work...
It was a very minor help,
and.... I don't really eat strawberry,
and I don't want to look ungrateful.
So what did I do?

I stored it in my company's Freezer.

I stared at this empty new post for 1/2 an hour,
thinking about what to say, and finally decided to wrote this.

"How To Train You Dragon" is a great movie!
Go and watch it!
And I love the soundtrack!

I realized I've never really been in a stress before. It's either that, or I was raised in an environment where my complicated stuffs were solved by people around me. People said that stress causes hair loss, never had I imagined that it happens to me. I was astonished by the amount of hair I found on the shower floor after I showered my hair.

Recent incidents really made me wonder about the way I lived my life. Some things you just can't let emotion blind your judgement. Some things you just can't decide on impulse. Some things are just better to be done as soon as possible. Always PLAN AHEAD.

IF YOU FAIL TO PLAN, YOU PLAN TO FAIL.

No matter how many times I said this, I still regret for not really putting my 100% during my school days. No matter how many times I said this, I still can't control myself from getting distracted, like how I'm being distracted by blogspot right now. Countless times have I wished that I could turn back times, and countless times have I wasted my time on day dreaming such as this.

It's so hard to walk the right track, even if I managed to, there's always rocks and river blocking the way, and how tempting it is to just quit.

Damn it, I need a job! Time is running out...

Dun call me illegal immigrant... -.-

Once in a while, you felt like doing something nice, a good deed.
You felt good when you got praised for it.
Then when you are back to being the old you again,
and stop continuing to do good deeds, they curse you for it.
So isn't it logical that it's better to be your usual self all the time?
Then people won't be able to judge you?

How long have I lived? And how much of it have I spent doing meaningful things?

I've just watched an anonymous video that sent me a wake up call. Throughout my years, I was raised with the presence of video games. I moved from Sega, to Playstation, Computer, GameBoy and Playstation 2. I literally grew up with it. I have spent hours of time sitting in front of the screen, doing something unproductive. I have played all kinds of game genre, but it doesn't make me smarter, nor does it improve my reflexes. I wasn't any step closer to being a ninja, swordsman, hero, or even a kung fu master.

So what if you got a highscore in a game, you can't use it as a resume during job interview. People often forgot that games are meant for entertainment, a factor, that we will never get enough of. sure it's just a few hours now and then, but accumulated, you'll be amazed by how much time you have wasted.

Life is not like games. You only have 1 CHANCE. You missed it, that's it. Why would you give up the times u can spent with your family and friends, for something that has no real value? You could have used the time to achieve something greater. For the sake of entertainment, you give up sleep, health and ambition, FOR WHAT?

shit sia.... this link... almost made me cry.
Damn inspiring, can!

http://en.tackfilm.se/?id=1264431862875RA52

The childhood games I used to play,
is still as fun as ever!

Attachment is just not as boring anymore.

Organizing event is such a drag...

New Year~ New Year~
I felt kind of pathetic staying at home in the first day of a New Year.
Not that I'm complaining.
But it turned out to be a very interesting day.

With my PS2 out of the way,
my only means of gaming is my SUPER DUPER OLD PS1.
You see, a few days ago my brother were packing old stuffs,
and he stumbled upon our SUPER DUPER OLD PS1 game discs.
We were laughing our ass off at how retarded the game is,
and yet we love playing it so much when we were just a kid.

Little by little, while playing, memories of our childhood came back.
"Isn't this the part where you cry because you keep getting killed by me?"
"Isn't this the time where you accidentally deleted my saved file?"
"Isn't this the game you bought again because your friend forgot to return?"

Yep, kind of a good start for a whole new year...

Look at the date. It's already the Year 2010.

Rewinding my life in 2009,
I experienced so many new things.
Losing something that is already a part of your life...
Adapting new mind set...
But, the subject that left me the biggest impression in 2009,
is FRIENDSHIP.

I'm not the kind of guy who knows how to express his feeling into writing,
so, let's just skip this part.

The last day of 2009...
it end well with family activities, Karaoke session,
New Year Wishes SMS-es, and New Year Gifts from friends.
Thanks everyone for the wishes!
Enjoy the starting of a new year!
And as my friend said,
"Throw bad things to rubbish dump, keep good things into the piggy bank"

My Mom and Dad came to Singapore.
Almost felt like a perfect Christmas Reunion.

The "So-called" Last episode of Doraemon.



My bro watched and we had this msn conversation...

Bro : then what will you do?

dunno lei

how if it really involves someone's live?
someone close to you?
so what will you do?

I should do something
I think i would just let doraemon dangling there
left him preserved

not trying to revive him?

cause it's nearly impossible ma
what are the chances

most probably you are the only chance that he can be revived wasn't it?

Not really

then?
who will know about his existence and let things happen?
the future has created him
so most probably it is not impossible

I'm the only chance of reviving him
but what are the chance of me succeeding

that is really depend on you isn't it?

but I'm not the one who created him ma

so?
u still can BE the one to revive him
are you going to wait for things to happen or make things happen?
what if the person is me?

I'll call the doctors

-__-"
so let's say i'm a robot like him?
the situation similar like him
how?

by right i should find a way to revive u right

by right lah
lol...
how about the real thing

somehow I can't get myself to write "i will find a way to revive you"
i felt as if i'm lying

lol...
that's good
at least u r honest

lol

just a sentence for you alright?
The amount of effort you put, is directly proportionate to the quality of the final product
as in
from what i analyse from our convo
you seems like u r not so sure what kind of future u have
like
zou yi bu kan yi bu
am i right?

think so

ya
and you seems like trying to take the easy way out from things
not entirely bad
but
as i mentioned earlier
if you want to be successful
most of the time you have to persevere and push on
for example
there are many web designer
they are good
but
between them, there'll be a few who are at the top notch
because they put more effort than the rest
that is why they are more successful

My bro who takes life seriously.
He is like the oracle, or enlightened on in our family.
I respect him very much.

And it's not that I won't revive him.
Just that I don't think I have what it takes.
But 1 thing for sure is that,
He create impacts throughout my entire life.
I probably wouldn't be what I am today if it wasn't for him.

A positive mind returns a positive day.

Attachment suck the life out of me

I dreamed that I was a player in L4D2,
There were zombies, and small zombie insects.
The zombies were the people that I know,
And I got killed by them....

:(

It must be nice, being a bad guy.
You can get whatever you want.
Nobody dares to create trouble for you.
Everything goes your way.
Everybody listens to you through fear.
It's so tempting....

Bye Bye FYP...
Curse you Attachment!

Happy Birthday, Lee Chia!
Missed saturday dance...

Went Sentosa, and I think I got myself a sunburnt...
My mom went back to Jakarta,
and while I was waiting for her to reach Changi Airport,
I went to Popeye.

I was in front of these 2 women while queuing.
They were complaining about how slow our line's personnel is,
so long still haven't reach their turn.
I was sure they speak with that volume so that I can hear them.

It's finally my turn.
And I said to the personnel, "Hey Mery! How's everything?"
She said, "Not too bad, just been very busy."
And I said, "Ah, I see. Good luck then.
Oh, and attend the 2 women behind me with haste will ya?
They were complaining about how slow you attend to your customer".
She said, "Really!? Haha, okay. No prob. See you, and enjoy your meal!"
I stared at the women and went to my seat, leaving them dumbfounded.

Nah~ I'm not such a daredevil.
But I was on the verge to do just that.
Felt like making them have a taste of their own medicine.

Different people have different quality of ability.
From what I see, she wasn't THAT slow.
Why not let them have a taste of her job and see how difficult it is.
I'm sure they wouldn't give their customer that smile she displayed.
the patience, the attitude...

Be strong, man.
I believe they are not foolish enough to let you 2 suffer.
You 2 are still trying your best to get them back together.
Believe that 1 day they will understand,
and everything will be back to normal.

Bah...
Damn no mood.
Don't feel like doing anything,
but at the same time, want to do something.
Feel so damn empty.
Hate this feeling man!
Half and hour more till the day is over.
I shall go for a walk.... or maybe not.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tommorow's Mr Henry's Birthday.
He helped me a lot for my FYP,
Should I celebrate a mini birthday party for him?

Day 1 (Friday)
Fell sick....
Didn't expect it to turn into fever.
Just a mild sore throat in the morning,
strange feeling in the abdomen in the afternoon,
headache in the evening,
and aches at night, got myself a fever.
Isolated myself in my bro's room, trying to get some rest,
but I always get awakened by my sore throat.
So it's sleep, wake up, sleep, wake up, sleep wake up.... the torture.

Day 2 (Saturday)
Felt much better, still feeling a slight headache and major sore throat.
Postponed tutoring hafiz on 3D.
Unable to attend Amin's last dance session.
Resting.... by playing computer games.... whole day.

Day 3 (Sunday)
Now's left with sore throat.
Resting again...

Day 4 (Monday)
Damn, why can't I fall sick TODAY!

Happy birthday Sis.

1 more minute till your birthday is over.
Hope you enjoyed the birthday celebration we prepared for you.
Although a lot of last minute shits came up. Hehe.
And thank you all for attending the birthday,
despite the late hours.

And what she says really makes me feel brotherly...
*stop smiling at the computer screen, Phei*

Okay, I've forgotten who.
But that person must have thought of a wrong impression of me.
He sent me this group invitation around half a year ago.
And I was damn sure the group description wasn't like that.
Until recently when someone told me its a group that consist of gays, lesbians, bisexual and transgendered.

I left the group immediately.

Living in my high rise home for nearly 5 years,
I've just realized that the rooftop is accessible.
What's lacking is the key to the locked door.
And tomorrow, I'll probably will get a chance to enter.
You know why.

Just by looking at it won't get me anywhere.
Understanding it really took a lot from me.
Damn you Flash and Actionscript!
You are such a pain in the as*!

Just another Mundane FYP day.
And I'm making progress, I think.

www.cleverbots.com

Cleverbot: Are there men in the moon?

User: What do you think?

Cleverbot: I think they are not.

User: What makes you think so?

Cleverbot: I don't know.

User: Then why do you say that?

Cleverbot: Say what?

User: Why did you ask me is there man on the moon?

Cleverbot: I think you have me confused with someone else.

User: Man, you are dumb.

Cleverbot: No, actually I can speak perfectly well.

User: Oh, really?

Cleverbot: Yes, they are about one year old.

User: You make no sense at all!

Cleverbot: Yes.

Cleverbot (To myself): No, you don't make any sense!

User: You're boring~.

Cleverbot: Want do you think is fun?

User: I dunno, cosplaying harry potteR?

Cleverbot: No.

User: Then what do you think is fun?

Cleverbot: I have no clue, my boyfriend is in jail.

User: Is that a hint? Haha!

Cleverbot: You want a hint?

User: Yeah, sure.

Cleverbot: Describe green to me.

User: Green is something that came out of your mouth.

Cleverbot: That's not a very good description.

User: Alright alright. Green is the way you look at me.

Cleverbot: So is that the color of Greg's shirt?

User: It sure is.

Cleverbot: My favourite color is orange.

User: And mine's apple.

Cleverbot: What subjects do you like to talk about?

User: Well, I'm getting bored of this. Gotta go, bye~.

Cleverbot: Good, because you're boring me.

Best Bot ever!

Back-ache, Feet hurts.
But it will pay off, it will all be worth it... I hope..

CR is finishing his A level by this week!
Can't wait for Sunday's Jamming session!

Ah~ sacrificed one dance lesson to watch Judy's SA Production
It was worth it.
I mean, going for the lesson alone would be boring, anyway.
Thanks for the ticket, Judy!

And I'm supposed to go for the Chingay catch-up session,
but going alone is so...
Supposed to go with Judy and Peggy,
but, none of them can't make it.
Oh well, ditched it and went to eat dinner with Judy instead.
The "Sumo House" was great!
Thanks for the recommendation =D

And does anyone knows a movie called "9"?
I didn't see any advertisement about it.
But me and the CR Gang's watched it nevertheless.
It was...... how do I say it....
disturbing?
Well, watch it and find out for yourself.

A person in need, is a friend indeed

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There are so many people that stumbled into your life,
but how many have you stopped and cherish?
And how many have you overlooked and let go?

It's quite a sad thing...
that you lost the moments with your friends,
when you used to talked for hours,
even throughout the whole night.
Sharing problems, secrets, laughter, lame stuffs...
Now that you looked back, where has it gone to?

The 1st and 2nd day of FYP was...
How do I say this?
I'm glad that I got a project that I'm forte in.
And I'm lucky to have a great supervisor.
But, the 9 hours of sitting in front of the computer everyday...

Life is full of choices.
And every single choices you made today,
regardless of minor or major,
will affect the way you live in the future.
It's called, the "Butterfly Effect"

For example :
The wind produced be the wing of the butterfly
will affect the timing and power of coming hurricane.

a ball placed at the crest of a hill might roll into any of several valleys
depending on slight differences in initial position.

I don't know if I made the right choice today.
But I hope it will lead me to a better future.
The future that I want...

SMS conversation with My lil sis
Sis : U using my com?
Me : Yea.
Sis : -.- can you give me a target date to get ur adapter fixed?
Me : I sent for repair already.
Sis : ...Haiz... think u all are jealous that my things are maintained very well. First is my toilet, then now is my com. And I think soon my room will be urs too -.-
Me : Only for yesterday lar. Tonight i sleeping back in my room.
Sis : I said sooner or later ma... Hmmm... No, i think targetted next will be my bra and undies or something -.-
Me : ..... Hahaha... Very Funny... *Guilty*
Sis : ...EEEEEEEEeeee!!!!!!!

Of course My last message is just to entertain her...

Gym isn't really my thing,
but a little exercise once in a while never hurts.
Gotta pump up that muscle sooner or later, you know.

So I went to Hougang Sports Complex with Judy and Peggy.
You can feel the aura once you stepped your foot inside.
The smelly aura...

Ran for 20 minutes which covered around 3.3km.
I gotta feeling that I won't be able to move tommorow.

And I saw so many unfamiliar machines,
amazingly Judy knows how to use them.

Thought of studying with Valerie and Verlynn after that,
but it was cancelled.
Oh well...

I've finished with my animation.
So now I can concentrate on my exam...

NOT!

So I'm a guy who gets distracted easily.
It must be a miracle for me to survive the poly life all these years.

Anyway, I've decided to set up a new blog that act as my portfolio.
The link should be at the top left hand corner "My gallery".
Everything that I've done so far (That I think is presentable) is there.
It's a temporary site, I will make a better one in time.
Hopefully It will be presentable enough to use as my job resume.

Haha, I'm broke.
Great, I'll have to eat at home from today onwards.

Starting on my freelance project.
Just when i thought my projects are done.
And due date coming monday night.


Today's Hip hop lesson was the best!
We get to do choreo and formation,
because there were only 4 of us.
And finally remembered to take photos after dance.
which we keep forgetting every week.
Jump shot, michael jackson's signature move.
Oh, what joy!

Common Test is over. Cheers to that.
But, incoming! It's DMPRM Exam!

Sometimes, when I'm walking home alone,
I will wonder about some stupid things in life.
What if there is no such thing as "money"?
What if everyone have the same characteristic as me?
What if I can live forever?
What if I'm a genius?

Everybody would probably be exchanging their stuff instead of paying.
Everybody would be telepathic since they know what I'm thinking.
I'll be handsome for the first 30 years but old for the next infinity.
I'll probably be easily bored by things.

Sometimes it's good to think about all these.
It makes you appreciate whatever you have now.

My laptop now allows me to upload picture in blogspot.
That was taken in Amsterdam, the school backyard.
It wasn't my intention to take such photo, but,
Kit's legs just came in and, voila! It's quality just improved.
Kind of like it.

=D
What A Marvelous Day

Happy National Day Everyone!
I'll be recording down the happenings during the show!

6:15pm
I saw Bloco Singapura!

6:55pm
I thought I saw Alan from strike force!

7:05pm
My bros are so bad.
Keep emphasizing on the general if they went zhao xia during the shouting.

7:10pm
What will you depend?

7:11pm
President Nathan arrived and sang National Anthem.

7:13pm
Inspection

7:20pm
Fire Salute

7:21pm
Bro commented on Singaporean being well known for non reaction over anything. =.=

7:23pm
marching off

7:33pm
lights off. Performance starting.

7:35pm
Multi-racial performance

7:39pm
"Take a trip down Singapore"
"Rasa Sayang" Peranakan

7:44pm
Chapter Fast-forward
The hip hop dance.

7:53pm
Against All Odds
The Pipa player prodigy

7:56pm
Video game like segment

7:57pm
"I will survive"

7:58pm
Oh no! 1 guy failed to catch the gun!

7:59pm
When I grew up

8:00pm
"I want to be the president of Singapore!" President Nathan giggled
"I want to be a helper! Help people play PSP."
Oh My God! So cute!

8:02pm
Chen Wei Lian - We Will Get There
Medley - Home + We Will Get there

8:06pm
Description of first National Day Parade
First rain in NDP at 1968,
nobody rush off, all stayed. Salute...

8.07pm
Soka Association Performance

8:14pm
Electrika - What Do You See
Nice Song! With nice MTV!
It doesn't sound local, BUT IT IS!!

8:16pm
I saw FIFI from poly forum in the video!
And i saw my dragonboat brother!

8:18pm
Some arcapella - Stand up for Singapore (remix)

8:19pm
Saw some familiar faces from Main Wayang Company

8:20pm
"We are Singapore" playing

8:21pm
Fireworks

8:22pm
PLEDGE MOMENT
future to be sister-in-law stand up for pledge
we brothers stares at her.

8:24pm
NATIONAL ANTHEM (Remix)
(still standing up, staring at her)

8:25pm
Big Fireworks!
Sending off of VIP
Electrika playing

8:28pm
NDP officially end.

My timing is right. Haha!

2 more projects to do.

2 more weeks to exam(i think).
4 more days to common test.
50 more minutes to National Day.
10 minutes pass my bed time.

And 2 weeks after my laptop start lagging.

Time
Time
Time
Time
Time

Listening to Happy music at the start of the day really helps in brightening up your day!

I saw Ming Jian, my Sec Sch senior, on my way home 2 days ago.
Such a small Singapore.
Look to your right is your friend,
and your left is your lost-contact friend.

I just had some practical test this morning.
It lasted for 5 hours when time limit should have been only 3 hours!
From 9 to 2! Can you believe it!
Was super hungry at the end of the test.
I think we are lucky to have such a nice teacher,
letting us keep trying until we completed our test.

Oh, catch up with Yiang shan on MSN just now.
Really long time since I saw her perform.
I bet her percussion skills are like 10x better now.
She in NAFA lei.
Dun play play!
And I misspelled it as NAPFA when I chatted with her.
Lol!

To those who didn't know...
I'M BACK FROM HOLLAND!

Lots of things happened there.
And I returned an SNSD fan.
All thanks to the SNSD music Ridwan and gang played during the journey.

My laptop got jet-lag and now, it's processing REALLY slow~
I guess it got sore throat too,
since no sound is coming out although I full blast the volume.

Anyway, the last 3 days was really hectic.
Projects, projects and more projects.
I just had presentation 2 days ago,
and I was so unprepared.

Yesterday afternoon was the only time I can so called relax.
supposed to have dance lesson,
but our instructor was having a competition.
SOOOOOO, me and Judy went Heeren to support his group instead!
And congrats, he made it into the semi-finals!
Other groups were dope too.
TOTALLY DOPE!
Totally rock my socks!

I have the photos...
but dunno why my blogspot doesn't allow me to upload pics,
when I see other blogspot users able to upload pictures.
Time to reformat?

So Percussion Ensemble and stagearts are having a performance later.
It's some National Day thing, with Prime Minister as VIP.
Wow, some big shot.
I'm going down later as a photographer.
Gonna video down percussion ensemble and Judy's performance.
Hehe.

Flying to Holland tomorrow.
I feel bad for throwing all my project assignments to my group mate,
Gotta make up to them somehow.
I know! I'll bought them souvenirs!
Thanks Guys!
See you all on 29th!

Last night had a terrible dream.
It's something like,
transformer, godzilla, The End of the world kind of dream.

I was not the main character,
but I was the victim.
The fear was so damn real!
The fear of gotten killed was really REALLY intense!
It was a really long dream,
but luckily my alarm clock saved me.

Even after waking up,
that fear still lurks around.
I felt the aftermath of the disaster.
Like the incident was over, and I'm living the day after that.
The first thing that came to my mind after all those was,
"You really have to be there to truly understand and experience it."

And I just watched a very old movie called "Armageddon".
You know, the movie where Earth was in danger.
The ending was the time where families spent their last moment together.
That scene...
it's... "You really have to be there to truly understand it"

Have you ever watched those movies, where characters just cry and cry?
And you were thinking, "What the hell are those people crying for??"
Well, a tip for you.
Imagine you are in that person's shoe, and experience what they experienced.
Well, not only for movies, real life too.
It will help you understand people better.

Tommorow's the start of school... again.
1 month of holiday felt longer than it ought to be.
Along the way, my body adjusted to waking up late.
Now I'm so worried that I won't be able to wake up in time tomorrow.

We all needed somebody to guide us,
point out our mistakes.
It's a hard thing to do,
since many can't bear to hurt other people's feelings.

But for those who does,
remember to thank the person,
and don't take it too personally.
Even though you might hate the person,
you know you needed it.
And be thankful for it.

I admire my brothers,
but at the same time,
hate their nagging, and endless reminders.
From the outside, I might be angry,
but inside, I know it's all for my own good.
They are prepared to be hated by me,
they told me they won't care if they would be hated.
But I do care. And I would never hate them.
Because a brother, is always a brother.
A family, is forever a family.

I'm studying
I'm studying
I'm studying
I'm studying
I'm studying
I'm studying
I'm studying
I'm studying
But now, I'm blogging.

Well, I had a fantastic!
Fabulous!
Amazing!
Wonderful!
Brilliant!
Super!
Ultra!
Out of this world time just now!

It really made my day! Yeah!

And if it isn't because of the fact that blogspot having a bug,
that prevents me from uploading pictures,
I would have uploaded it by now!

It's amazing how what you see affects your mood...

10 years in Singapore.
2 years after Secondary School Graduation.
6 years after Primary School Graduation.
...and still counting.

All of a sudden, my past get back to me.
Primary school friends,
friends that haven't been in contact ever since our meetings.
It's kind of giving me this nostalgic feeling,
as though telling me that life goes on.
No matter how hard you tried to get back to the time,
you are still in the present.

"Don't count the days, make the days count".

Maybe that's what this qoute is trying to imply.

Yes, as I was saying. I just attended my primary school gathering.
The attendance was out of my expectations, many turned up!
Although the activities might be a little... uhh.. common,
I still enjoyed myself. Yeah, it's nice to meet up with old friends.

And I'm glad this friend of mine initiated a msn conversation after 4 years,
All along I had been thinking if she still remembers me.
Well, from the conversation, I can see that she still remembers me. Haha!

Michael Jackson
Revolutionist
August 29 1958 - 25 June 2009
May he rest in peace

I was so resolved to do studying today,
but, but, but...
The urge to play is too strong!!!
Damn, today is so unproductive.
I read "Absolute Boyfriend" manga from Chapter 1 to the last.
Can you believe that?
The power of procrastination...

And, and and!
I am arranging some music for the percussionist to try out!
It's halfway done by the way.
I don't think I'll be able to finish it by the end of this holiday.
Since I'll have projects and common test to worry about.
Just can't wait for me to finish it!
But for now, projects... study...

Celebrated Pei Yi's birthday today.
We all went karaoke,
and sung a hell lot of songs,
and my voice is so useless,
gone after only a few songs.

It's been a long time since i opened up so much to my classmate.
Well, It's never too late to start, does it.