Finished my work, nothing to do since 3pm...
Boss having business discussion, and she is just right behind me.
Can't surf internet, have to look busy.
And I'm freakin sleepy! Why does my position have to be just in front of her!

This company keep sucking up my time, keeping me from going off on time,
I hate it so much especially when I have something on and yet they do this.
Feels like exploding in their face, but I'm gonna stay my cool,
one of the trait of a leader is keeping calm in extreme situation.

"我需要你帮我做这个箱子白标的底，
全部都根据这里一摸一样,
待会儿我会把 Adam Cook交给你.“

”Adam Cook?"

“是啊，每个箱子都有不一样的Adam Cook啊“

“哦~，Item Code~"

Sometimes it's hilarious to converse with a PRC

"没梦的人睡不醒，有梦的人睡不着"

读起来多么可笑，可是也多么的真实！

还有Patrick Joe 所说的, "Study Hard, Work Hard, Die"

可悲的是，现代就是有那么多的人向现实降服, 

"读个像样的学校，找个像样的工作，找个像样的地方永眠"

上了星期二的中心会议，颜钻宣布了他的目标，以及燃烧了我们所有人里面的一把火。

颜钻说他相信我们都可以上钻石！在明年之前要在中心聚集100个人！

然后明年集聚更多更多的人！这样的话，钻石之路将不会离我们有多远。

五年定江山，我们都可以上FC!

It's amazing how many negative people there are around us.

Some are so negative, they tend to think of all the negative matters in the world ALL THE TIME.

Perhaps I've been listening to Mayday for too long, but as I listen, I came to a realization. Perhaps the reason why they are considered to be the top Rock Band among the Chinese is that because their lyrics spoke of our life. It speaks for us and you felt that there is someone in this world that understands you. You can imagine yourself in the scenario while you are listening to their music. And another factor is the truth in the lyrics. It speaks wisdom and encourages people. We want to someone who encourage us, we want someone who cheer us up.


It's the same as whatever we always do. A relationship only develops when both parties shows interest towards each other. It will not happen if it is one-sided. And a relationship will reach a whole new level when a party were able to get the other party through a rough time. This bond is the type of relationship that is slowly depleting in our current society.

当你真心帮助一个人的时候, 好事将会发生.

就像May所说的"好人有好报".

只为了想帮一个朋友止痒,喷了一次口喷,之后他就马上跟我要了一个!

Wow, the power of 成功领. Been rejected 3 times in a row, and yet still no negative thoughts. It doesn't matter, I'll move on to the next one, I still believe that sooner or later they will understand.

So tired these few days,  especially my eyes, they would just close anytime anywhere. But the Artistry Makeup Class was fun and interesting! The host were humorous and very interactive.

Oh wow, 算我看错人了. I had so much respect for your ability, and yet this is how you utilize them, to cause destruction and dispute. I know we have a kind(maybe too kind) boss, but to take advantage of it for your personal gain is just too low for a person like you. If this is how you define your way towards success, good luck to you, it might get you somewhere, but it will not get you far. Throwing away your integrity in pursuit of your success... I'm utterly disappointed in you.

Next week is our dance performance, and we are not ready. We will have to cut some steps. It is now Quality over Quantity. And I'm yet to find 20 friends to support my performance.

On a lighter note, I realised my mom is just like a typical mom. I knew she loves helping us to fix our torn clothes, but I didn't know that she has a dream of becoming a fashion designer. Wow, this is like the best discovery of my generation!

I had weird dreams lately. Yesterday it was something about a broken toilet, whereby the waste was flushed out instead of flushed in, lost my appetite the whole day.

But the most troubling dream was last night. Where I dreamt that human populations became dog-man. we retained humans intelligence and everything, just that everyone looks like a dog. And I was in an orphanage, somehow I was mistakenly taken in as I look like 1 of the orphan. Who knows where the real orphan went. Anyway, we were really treated badly, we had to do hard labor and a very hazardous work environment.

And to my surprise, I met my boss and supervisor from my previous workplace, which I hated a lot! I hate that place, I don't even know why I accepted that job. Sucky working hours and so hard to fit in. Anyway, when I went up the stairs of the orphanage, I bumped into them, covered my face and tried to walk pass them. Unfortunately, that ex-boss of mine was really interested in talking to me. Initially she didn't find out who I am, until she asked me what's my position in the orphanage so I had to tell who I really am. She was really surprised to see me and we chit chatted abit.

I've forgotten the rest of the dream, except the ending which was really bizarre. There is this witch who told me that I actually came from another world, from passing a bridge a few days ago. She told me I shouldn't be here and I should return to my own world, but I have to be fast, as the portal from the bridge only opens twice a year. The day that I came into this world, and the next hour. I had to clear through a few obstacle on my way there to get to the bridge in time. The next scene was in bird's eye view whereby it looks like I'm controlling myself from the sky, looking down I could see myself riding a bike and clearing obstacle along the road. It feels like I'm playing a racing game. And just when I reached the portal, I woke up.

I felt weird afterwards, it feels like I really just came back from that other world, and now that my mission had been accomplished, they sent me back to the real world. I felt just like a protagonist of a storybook, or fairytale. Even now, I'm still confused if it really happened...

Everyone is getting so psyched by the additional 20% PV for anyone who registered within this month! And so am I! What a contagious environment we are in.

Woke up early in the morning and right eye felt really uncomfortable. There isn't any redness or anything. But i can feel my eyelid seems swollen. I wonder why.

Travel around the world! Discovering new things, experiencing new culture, without any worries of the world. Someday I'll achieve it!

I won't let you wait too long.

Just a little while longer.

Having no means of media to contact a person and you starts worrying whether something bad happened to them,

Met up with a friend of mine for a movie on Sunday, "The Vow". A friend whom we bumped into was shocked when he heard we are going to watch the movie. 2 guys watching such a romantic movie could really give people the wrong idea.

Anyway, after the movie, we somehow drift upon this subject, makes us thinking. Have you ever have this feeling whereby you are so driven to do 1 thing this minute, but the next you lost the motivation. You were so convinced that by doing it it will add value to your life, but somehow your brain RE-convinced not to do it. My friend told me how he could relate to this situation, as some people only wants the rewards without the hard work. "It doesn't matter, I still could live well without doing it." They don't see the need to change as they are comfortable with their current way of life. Oh well...

I'm glad I went for the Genting trip.

So many interesting stories and experiences to absorb.

The best thing of all is that, my goal in life has been confirmed!

My heart sank a bit just now,

but that sentence makes everything so clear now.

If that's what she wished for, I'll give her my full support,

no more playing a fool, I should be what I should be.

Thank You! ^_^

You can accomplish so much in life, it doesn't matter if you fail. The most important thing is that whatever you did, it's your story, yours and your alone. Nobody can take that away from you. In storybooks and novel, does the protagonist ALWAYS win? No. But doesn't it makes the story interesting?

Feels like constipation,

got so many things want to do but so restricted.

Oh my god, The KFC Promotion coupon just saved my lunch.

How clumsy of me to had left my wallet at home.

I've never thought I would be learning make-up,

neither have I considered myself as a professional make-up artist,

I can't call myself a make-up consultant either yet.

But thanks to the "MAKEOVER" event organized by the centre,

as well as the opportunity to be part of the make-up team,

somehow I have the confidence that I can do it,

that someday I would be able to do it. To be a professional Beauty Consultant.

Uh oh, I think I'm becoming a stalker.

Shall resist checking in on her blog too often.

I never knew I could care about someone this much.

Somehow you made me feel like protecting you.

Never to let anything harm you in any way.

With you, I feel the reason for my existence.

Wth? I dreamt my nephew were able to speak and read korean!

Must have watched too much running man...

Tonight Tonight~

Da dum da dum da dum Tsss~~

God, I'm missing her already.

Wrong move dude...

Better luck next time~

Wow, I passed the first obstacle!

There's nothing to celebrate though.

From here on out, everything will be determined by my actions.

It's so hard to continue without knowing the outcome of the first obstacle

Oh yeah~ Life's Good!

How can something so beautiful hurts us so much?

Why do obvious answers so easily overlooked?

I've just learnt a very interesting technique!

It can diagnose the condition of your internal organs.

Update for my To Do List :

- To perform on stage with my family band!

This might take some time, maybe even years, knowing that none of us in the family being good in playing instruments. But I'm already arranging the songs we'll be playing when that day arrived.

Johannes - Lead Singer/Guitarist

Jokko - Backup Singer/Bass

Jokhie - Drumset

Pheiyani - Keyboard

Shit, I'm so damn motivated now!

To Do List :

- Recap Flash Actionscript Language

- Create a Flash Game

- Experiment with FL Studio

- Create a webpage for "Our Band"

- Study Nutrition

- Reconnect with friends

- Find a job

In the midst of catching up with lost-contacted friends, I realised the difference of maturity in them, now and then. And here I am, still stuck with the maturity from then -.-

I feel like going out, on my own.

Maybe I'll catch a movie or smth.

Going out with my friends just makes me feel even more depressed.

I have no idea why I can't seem to communicate with anyone lately.

None of the topics I bought out seem to connect,

and none of their topics seem to connect with me.

Damn, mistakes again.

The feeling of being rushed sucks.

And the feeling of rushing someone sucks even more!

Sorry Alund, I gotta rant for a while. Please bear with me.

I just finished a recce at singapore flyer. It's really rare to be released early, my job has just gotten more interesting. But... Where do i go now from here??? Go home? I've been stuck at home for so long, not using this chance to take a walk is such a waste. Where do you think i could go, Alund?

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Hey Al,

Work is stale, I'm currently waiting for a call from Citytour.

Called them million times and still can't get me through to the person in charge.

Said that she went to the restroom and will call me back,

but no call even after 5 minutes. She must be avoiding me after the previous calls.

My colleague is down with fever and yet she still comes for work.

-salute- my utmost respect.

It's still just the beginning of the day,

early in the morning I woke up to photocopy my certs for the appointment with the MOM later in the afternoon.

I only realised that my passport is missing.

Searched frantically throughout the whole house, called my siblings and mom.

After 1 hour of searching, I finally found it... in my sister's mini drawer... =_=

I didn't really pay much attention to it but... this boy at the left with the skateboard is really skillfully drawn. If only I was the artist. That's it, from today onwards, you shall be my blog butler! I shall name you..... Alund!

New Job, and I hope a new start towards life.
The job was alright, a little awkward at the beginning though.
The people are friendly, but hard for me to communicate with.
And I'm using Macbook for the first time.

I get to travel a lot in this job, as in REALLY a lot.
Imagine 3 places back and forth within 4 hours.
The only bad side I guess is the unpredictable working hours.

I want answers...

Is it just me or am I down on luck?

What is my potential? What are my abilities?

What!? Are you saying I've been nurturing the wrong skill!?

I spent most of my time alone so much that my brain started wondering about perhaps bizarre subjects such as "Why do we see, feel, smell, and think through this body? There are so many creatures in this world and yet, why this particular individual?"... so much, that using the word meditation could be an understatement.

A supposedly positive mood after an outing was so easily ruined because of my ego.
pffttt

Ask me if I'm happy, and I would answer "yes, I'm happy".

어떻게 해야 돼요?

God! I love my family freakin much!
And I couldn't help but laugh at myself for only realizing that now.
Sorry if I ever take you guys for granted.

Speaking of granted, looking back, I felt that there are too much things I have taken for granted. Studies, time, money... and friends. I felt so remorseful over the people I had hurt.

Today, I'm going on a journey to the deepest part of my inner conscience .
I suspect that there might be an inception happening inside.
I wish to know more about myself, as well as what I really want.
I hope I'm strong enough to distinguish between what I want and what I need.

I could't emphasis more on how much better you will feel after you speak your mind about things that you have been keeping inside you.

For too many times we felt doubt and uneasy about certain things, but we simply refused to talk and share about it. And why do we refused? Is it because we are afraid of the reaction we get? Or the impressions that we gave? No matter the reason, one thing for sure is that we will never clear our doubts unless we speak our mind, then communications are achieved and doubts being answered.

My jamming buddies/band mates are wonderful people, a mix of human beings with unique personalities. We set up this band almost 2 years ago, and we starts without any or little music background. Things were ok when i could come for every practices. But once i stepped into society, i guess works overwhelmed me. I have no more time to go for the practices and i felt that i don't contribute to the band anymore and I Guess I felt outcasted. Going for practice becomes an obligation, and i no longer enjoy it. I finally talked it out with one of them and... Things were not what i thought it is...

We have known each other for 6-7 years, and i felt guilty for underestimating the value of our friendship. I shouldn't have worry too much about it for I should believe that they believe I am trying my best to contribute to the band.

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You saw your young nephew playing with your keyboard, banging the notes aimlessly. You think it's annoying and you told him to stop, every single time he does it. Yes he will stop, but wouldn't we be carving a false mindset to the kid that playing with the keyboard is wrong? That it is an action that will result in them being reprimanded? To save themselves from uneccessary trouble, they stop touching the keyboard entirely, completely shutting their doors from music.

I saw my nephew banging the keyboard, creating horrible "music", but I didn't shut them up. I merely told them to lower down the volume. I have to say, even convincing them to lower it down is a difficult task. But what I slowlly realized was that, he was actually figuring out the notes for "twinkle twinkle little star". Feeling all excited and amazed by his curiousity, I got up and guide him with the song, relieved that I didn't hinder his music explorations.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that, we as an adult, as well as the role-model for the younger generations should encourage and motivate, instead of restricting and depriving them of what could be their best potential. Let their body and mind roam free, I believe this will nurture their creativity and self-expression, not to mention boosting their self-confidence.

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If there is 1 thing I learn, don't throw your garbage at other person.
BECAUSE THE RUBBISH WILL SOMEHOW CAME BACK TO YOU

No matter what promises we made, or were given,
there will always be a time when you'll be disappointed.

Already too much time, I've clinged to promises,
only to realise they are just mere words and be disappointed .

I know sometimes promises are hard to keep, and sometimes, forgotten.
I don't blame any person for that.
I can't force people to remember every single promises they made.
But I can force myself to at least keep my promises,
and deliver them just as I promised.
"Don't do things that you don't want others do to you" simple, no?

These promises I currently hold, I won't expect too much from it,
neither will I totally ignore. I'll see what would happen.

Do I have problems with the people around me?
Or does the people around me have problem with me?

God dammit... I gotta get to the bottom of this.

I can't do this...
I'll never be a good brother...

Don't you just hate it when your good friend was depressed,
and there you are wanting to console, but nothing comes out?
The next thing you know, you tried too hard and rubbish blabbers out of your mouth.
Instead of consoling, you makes them more confused and awkward by your action.

I'm so going to be super healthy, sleeping this early everyday.
Tomorrow is a brand new day,
Ignore the bad things happen today,
and embrace the present, that is tomorrow.

I like being happy, because I refuse to be sad.
I like being alone, because I refuse to be lonely.
I like being childish, because I refuse to be mature.... wait a minute O.o

I sleep early, and I know I have a healthy body.
I ate a lot, and I'm able to keep slim.
I studied a lot, and I know I spent my time wisely.
I smiled a lot, and I know it brighten someone's day

To all the people out there, have a nice weekend. =D

I sleep early... But I still feel sleepy all the time.
I ate a lot... But I'm still skinny.
I studied alot... But I doesn't improve much.
I smiled a lot... But everything goes wrong.

6C classmates were grumbling for another gathering,
and they automatically point at me to be the organizer.
Like, I'm not already very busy...
BUT, it's a good thing, means that they are keen to keep in contact.
And maybe they believe that I'm able to organize a good gathering.
In any way, it really boost my self-esteem. Thank Guys.

People change from time to time.
No matter is for the better, or for the worse.
But there will always be a core in everyone,
that will always stays the same.
What it is, no one is sure
As it differs for every individual.

I just finished cleaning my room(okay, table to be more precise). And I found a lot of things that I thought I lost. A lot of these things have some significant value, memories residing in them, and I felt bad to ever lost them. It's like I don't care about these memories, in which I actually do.

I'm tired...
Let's hope everything will be done by this week,
I really need a rest.

My throat is killing me!
I suspect it's the plastic water bottle I brought to work.
Must be some of the plastic melted and fused with the water when I fill it with warm water.

I'm getting sick easily lately.
My immunity system is really declining.

I should sleep early tonight.
after all, tomorrow IS the graduation ceremony.
I guess not all promises are meant to be realised, huh.
Well, it's ok... no one is perfect right?

It was another nightmare again, this morning.
I want my dreamless sleep back...

It's strange that I've never remembered what I dreamed about,
but lately, my dreams appeared more clearly than ever.
And most of the time, it's nightmare.
Really spoils my day.

Graduation Ceremony is 3 days away,
Just cut my hair,
And I just realised my hair length still doesn't meet the requirement....

Oh, I just remembered what I was supposed to blog about.
But looks like I can't post it yet.
Next time, perhaps.
Got to leave myself a reminder to post it.

Reminder to self : Imaginary Friend.

Goddamn brain has such little memory space!
It's always like this,
whenever I thought I finally got something to blog about,
I went home and can't recall what was it that I wanted to blog about.

I think I'm gonna bring a handy notebook wherever I go,
so that I can immediately write down what's in my mind.
But wait, wouldn't that defeat the purpose of having a blog?
Since it's already logged into my notebook.

I'm gonna need a break,
to sort out everything.
Time Time Time...

There goes my last connection with NYP.
My last Percussion Ensemble Concert...
So now I'm fully a working adult.

I've got to find something irrelevant to work to do,
I don't want to be like a robot, working everyday.

This is a thank you gift from my colleague at work...
It was a very minor help,
and.... I don't really eat strawberry,
and I don't want to look ungrateful.
So what did I do?

I stored it in my company's Freezer.

I stared at this empty new post for 1/2 an hour,
thinking about what to say, and finally decided to wrote this.

"How To Train You Dragon" is a great movie!
Go and watch it!
And I love the soundtrack!

I realized I've never really been in a stress before. It's either that, or I was raised in an environment where my complicated stuffs were solved by people around me. People said that stress causes hair loss, never had I imagined that it happens to me. I was astonished by the amount of hair I found on the shower floor after I showered my hair.

Recent incidents really made me wonder about the way I lived my life. Some things you just can't let emotion blind your judgement. Some things you just can't decide on impulse. Some things are just better to be done as soon as possible. Always PLAN AHEAD.

IF YOU FAIL TO PLAN, YOU PLAN TO FAIL.

No matter how many times I said this, I still regret for not really putting my 100% during my school days. No matter how many times I said this, I still can't control myself from getting distracted, like how I'm being distracted by blogspot right now. Countless times have I wished that I could turn back times, and countless times have I wasted my time on day dreaming such as this.

It's so hard to walk the right track, even if I managed to, there's always rocks and river blocking the way, and how tempting it is to just quit.

Damn it, I need a job! Time is running out...

Dun call me illegal immigrant... -.-

Once in a while, you felt like doing something nice, a good deed.
You felt good when you got praised for it.
Then when you are back to being the old you again,
and stop continuing to do good deeds, they curse you for it.
So isn't it logical that it's better to be your usual self all the time?
Then people won't be able to judge you?

How long have I lived? And how much of it have I spent doing meaningful things?

I've just watched an anonymous video that sent me a wake up call. Throughout my years, I was raised with the presence of video games. I moved from Sega, to Playstation, Computer, GameBoy and Playstation 2. I literally grew up with it. I have spent hours of time sitting in front of the screen, doing something unproductive. I have played all kinds of game genre, but it doesn't make me smarter, nor does it improve my reflexes. I wasn't any step closer to being a ninja, swordsman, hero, or even a kung fu master.

So what if you got a highscore in a game, you can't use it as a resume during job interview. People often forgot that games are meant for entertainment, a factor, that we will never get enough of. sure it's just a few hours now and then, but accumulated, you'll be amazed by how much time you have wasted.

Life is not like games. You only have 1 CHANCE. You missed it, that's it. Why would you give up the times u can spent with your family and friends, for something that has no real value? You could have used the time to achieve something greater. For the sake of entertainment, you give up sleep, health and ambition, FOR WHAT?

shit sia.... this link... almost made me cry.
Damn inspiring, can!

http://en.tackfilm.se/?id=1264431862875RA52

The childhood games I used to play,
is still as fun as ever!

Attachment is just not as boring anymore.

Organizing event is such a drag...

New Year~ New Year~
I felt kind of pathetic staying at home in the first day of a New Year.
Not that I'm complaining.
But it turned out to be a very interesting day.

With my PS2 out of the way,
my only means of gaming is my SUPER DUPER OLD PS1.
You see, a few days ago my brother were packing old stuffs,
and he stumbled upon our SUPER DUPER OLD PS1 game discs.
We were laughing our ass off at how retarded the game is,
and yet we love playing it so much when we were just a kid.

Little by little, while playing, memories of our childhood came back.
"Isn't this the part where you cry because you keep getting killed by me?"
"Isn't this the time where you accidentally deleted my saved file?"
"Isn't this the game you bought again because your friend forgot to return?"

Yep, kind of a good start for a whole new year...

Look at the date. It's already the Year 2010.

Rewinding my life in 2009,
I experienced so many new things.
Losing something that is already a part of your life...
Adapting new mind set...
But, the subject that left me the biggest impression in 2009,
is FRIENDSHIP.

I'm not the kind of guy who knows how to express his feeling into writing,
so, let's just skip this part.

The last day of 2009...
it end well with family activities, Karaoke session,
New Year Wishes SMS-es, and New Year Gifts from friends.
Thanks everyone for the wishes!
Enjoy the starting of a new year!
And as my friend said,
"Throw bad things to rubbish dump, keep good things into the piggy bank"

My Mom and Dad came to Singapore.
Almost felt like a perfect Christmas Reunion.

The "So-called" Last episode of Doraemon.



My bro watched and we had this msn conversation...

Bro : then what will you do?

dunno lei

how if it really involves someone's live?
someone close to you?
so what will you do?

I should do something
I think i would just let doraemon dangling there
left him preserved

not trying to revive him?

cause it's nearly impossible ma
what are the chances

most probably you are the only chance that he can be revived wasn't it?

Not really

then?
who will know about his existence and let things happen?
the future has created him
so most probably it is not impossible

I'm the only chance of reviving him
but what are the chance of me succeeding

that is really depend on you isn't it?

but I'm not the one who created him ma

so?
u still can BE the one to revive him
are you going to wait for things to happen or make things happen?
what if the person is me?

I'll call the doctors

-__-"
so let's say i'm a robot like him?
the situation similar like him
how?

by right i should find a way to revive u right

by right lah
lol...
how about the real thing

somehow I can't get myself to write "i will find a way to revive you"
i felt as if i'm lying

lol...
that's good
at least u r honest

lol

just a sentence for you alright?
The amount of effort you put, is directly proportionate to the quality of the final product
as in
from what i analyse from our convo
you seems like u r not so sure what kind of future u have
like
zou yi bu kan yi bu
am i right?

think so

ya
and you seems like trying to take the easy way out from things
not entirely bad
but
as i mentioned earlier
if you want to be successful
most of the time you have to persevere and push on
for example
there are many web designer
they are good
but
between them, there'll be a few who are at the top notch
because they put more effort than the rest
that is why they are more successful

My bro who takes life seriously.
He is like the oracle, or enlightened on in our family.
I respect him very much.

And it's not that I won't revive him.
Just that I don't think I have what it takes.
But 1 thing for sure is that,
He create impacts throughout my entire life.
I probably wouldn't be what I am today if it wasn't for him.

A positive mind returns a positive day.

Attachment suck the life out of me

I dreamed that I was a player in L4D2,
There were zombies, and small zombie insects.
The zombies were the people that I know,
And I got killed by them....

:(

It must be nice, being a bad guy.
You can get whatever you want.
Nobody dares to create trouble for you.
Everything goes your way.
Everybody listens to you through fear.
It's so tempting....

Bye Bye FYP...
Curse you Attachment!

Happy Birthday, Lee Chia!
Missed saturday dance...

Went Sentosa, and I think I got myself a sunburnt...
My mom went back to Jakarta,
and while I was waiting for her to reach Changi Airport,
I went to Popeye.

I was in front of these 2 women while queuing.
They were complaining about how slow our line's personnel is,
so long still haven't reach their turn.
I was sure they speak with that volume so that I can hear them.

It's finally my turn.
And I said to the personnel, "Hey Mery! How's everything?"
She said, "Not too bad, just been very busy."
And I said, "Ah, I see. Good luck then.
Oh, and attend the 2 women behind me with haste will ya?
They were complaining about how slow you attend to your customer".
She said, "Really!? Haha, okay. No prob. See you, and enjoy your meal!"
I stared at the women and went to my seat, leaving them dumbfounded.

Nah~ I'm not such a daredevil.
But I was on the verge to do just that.
Felt like making them have a taste of their own medicine.

Different people have different quality of ability.
From what I see, she wasn't THAT slow.
Why not let them have a taste of her job and see how difficult it is.
I'm sure they wouldn't give their customer that smile she displayed.
the patience, the attitude...

Be strong, man.
I believe they are not foolish enough to let you 2 suffer.
You 2 are still trying your best to get them back together.
Believe that 1 day they will understand,
and everything will be back to normal.

Bah...
Damn no mood.
Don't feel like doing anything,
but at the same time, want to do something.
Feel so damn empty.
Hate this feeling man!
Half and hour more till the day is over.
I shall go for a walk.... or maybe not.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tommorow's Mr Henry's Birthday.
He helped me a lot for my FYP,
Should I celebrate a mini birthday party for him?

Day 1 (Friday)
Fell sick....
Didn't expect it to turn into fever.
Just a mild sore throat in the morning,
strange feeling in the abdomen in the afternoon,
headache in the evening,
and aches at night, got myself a fever.
Isolated myself in my bro's room, trying to get some rest,
but I always get awakened by my sore throat.
So it's sleep, wake up, sleep, wake up, sleep wake up.... the torture.

Day 2 (Saturday)
Felt much better, still feeling a slight headache and major sore throat.
Postponed tutoring hafiz on 3D.
Unable to attend Amin's last dance session.
Resting.... by playing computer games.... whole day.

Day 3 (Sunday)
Now's left with sore throat.
Resting again...

Day 4 (Monday)
Damn, why can't I fall sick TODAY!

Happy birthday Sis.

1 more minute till your birthday is over.
Hope you enjoyed the birthday celebration we prepared for you.
Although a lot of last minute shits came up. Hehe.
And thank you all for attending the birthday,
despite the late hours.

And what she says really makes me feel brotherly...
*stop smiling at the computer screen, Phei*

Okay, I've forgotten who.
But that person must have thought of a wrong impression of me.
He sent me this group invitation around half a year ago.
And I was damn sure the group description wasn't like that.
Until recently when someone told me its a group that consist of gays, lesbians, bisexual and transgendered.

I left the group immediately.

Living in my high rise home for nearly 5 years,
I've just realized that the rooftop is accessible.
What's lacking is the key to the locked door.
And tomorrow, I'll probably will get a chance to enter.
You know why.