Met up with a friend of mine for a movie on Sunday, "The Vow". A friend whom we bumped into was shocked when he heard we are going to watch the movie. 2 guys watching such a romantic movie could really give people the wrong idea.

Anyway, after the movie, we somehow drift upon this subject, makes us thinking. Have you ever have this feeling whereby you are so driven to do 1 thing this minute, but the next you lost the motivation. You were so convinced that by doing it it will add value to your life, but somehow your brain RE-convinced not to do it. My friend told me how he could relate to this situation, as some people only wants the rewards without the hard work. "It doesn't matter, I still could live well without doing it." They don't see the need to change as they are comfortable with their current way of life. Oh well...

I'm glad I went for the Genting trip.

So many interesting stories and experiences to absorb.

The best thing of all is that, my goal in life has been confirmed!

My heart sank a bit just now,

but that sentence makes everything so clear now.

If that's what she wished for, I'll give her my full support,

no more playing a fool, I should be what I should be.

Thank You! ^_^

You can accomplish so much in life, it doesn't matter if you fail. The most important thing is that whatever you did, it's your story, yours and your alone. Nobody can take that away from you. In storybooks and novel, does the protagonist ALWAYS win? No. But doesn't it makes the story interesting?

Feels like constipation,

got so many things want to do but so restricted.

Oh my god, The KFC Promotion coupon just saved my lunch.

How clumsy of me to had left my wallet at home.

I've never thought I would be learning make-up,

neither have I considered myself as a professional make-up artist,

I can't call myself a make-up consultant either yet.

But thanks to the "MAKEOVER" event organized by the centre,

as well as the opportunity to be part of the make-up team,

somehow I have the confidence that I can do it,

that someday I would be able to do it. To be a professional Beauty Consultant.

Uh oh, I think I'm becoming a stalker.

Shall resist checking in on her blog too often.

I never knew I could care about someone this much.

Somehow you made me feel like protecting you.

Never to let anything harm you in any way.

With you, I feel the reason for my existence.

Wth? I dreamt my nephew were able to speak and read korean!

Must have watched too much running man...

Tonight Tonight~

Da dum da dum da dum Tsss~~

God, I'm missing her already.

Wrong move dude...

Better luck next time~

Wow, I passed the first obstacle!

There's nothing to celebrate though.

From here on out, everything will be determined by my actions.

It's so hard to continue without knowing the outcome of the first obstacle

Oh yeah~ Life's Good!

How can something so beautiful hurts us so much?

Why do obvious answers so easily overlooked?

I've just learnt a very interesting technique!

It can diagnose the condition of your internal organs.

Update for my To Do List :

- To perform on stage with my family band!

This might take some time, maybe even years, knowing that none of us in the family being good in playing instruments. But I'm already arranging the songs we'll be playing when that day arrived.

Johannes - Lead Singer/Guitarist

Jokko - Backup Singer/Bass

Jokhie - Drumset

Pheiyani - Keyboard

Shit, I'm so damn motivated now!

To Do List :

- Recap Flash Actionscript Language

- Create a Flash Game

- Experiment with FL Studio

- Create a webpage for "Our Band"

- Study Nutrition

- Reconnect with friends

- Find a job

In the midst of catching up with lost-contacted friends, I realised the difference of maturity in them, now and then. And here I am, still stuck with the maturity from then -.-