1 week without band...
It just felt so weird.
For the longest time I could remember in my poly years,
I've always on my way home only when it gets dark.
It just doesn't feel right to go home so early.

Anyway, the news about me quitting band leaked, somehow.
Some were concerned of what might be my reason,
while some just jumped into conclusion and deemed me irresponsible.
I know that, I'm being selfish, unreasonable, and irresponsible.
But I just wished that these people understand the situation first,
before jumping into assumption.
Believe me, I would give anything just to be back in the band.

He is still observing me, until coming Sunday.
Let's just hope both of us kept our end of the bargain.
For now, I'll have to study and show him...

On a lighter note,
I'm getting excited about all possible jobs that I will get into.
Web Designer, Animator, Designer.
And recently, I just saw something that gave me goosebumps.

Full Metal Alchemist (Ending)

Curse the youtube for disabling embedding!

And here's another animation.

Naruto Shippuden (Ending)

Anyway, the animation for the ending is just so cool!
It just wow-ed me! You know what I mean?
If only I could draw and create an animation like that...
Wow...

Remembering how we all first come together,
The orientation, man, was I the noisy one.
Jasper was the one who breaks the ice between us.
Jolyn, the shy and solemn one.
Valerie and Lun tat, I thought they were couples then.
Ridwan, the funny one.
Affni, the serious one.
Robin, the kiddish one.
Jia Jun, the handsome one.
Christopher, the mature one.
Jong, the Stylish one.
Wati, the happy one.
Wang Cheng, the feminine one.
Shirlyn, the lovey dovey one.
Zhao Zhi, the smart one.
Daniel, the funky one.

I sill remembered we used the atrium for the orientation,
and everyone was really different then.
Now, we are one mad group of people.
Maybe it's because that bond i felt,
that makes me love you all so much.
Maybe because of that obsession, that addiction,
that keeps me coming back for more.
I'm such a fool to completely indulged into the sensation.
Unable to pull myself out.
Now the sentence finally arrived...
I've got... nothing to back me up.

The KFC supper...
Man, did it drained my allowance.
But the laughter,
the talk,
the gossip...
it makes it all worth it.
But i guess...
There won't be such time for me anymore...

I'm such a weakling,
I can't continue typing without feeling this ache.
I realize,
I've never write anything as expressive as this before.
This gotta be,
the one and only post that I really let out my feelings into.
The performance we all performed together,
the mistakes, the joy, the satisfaction...
It will be in my memories for a very long time.

Farewell, Percussion...

The day, my passion lies here,
buried... 26/05/09

Okay, time to make up for yesterday's laziness.

Ms Priscilla,
our NDP hip hop instructor,
appointed me as a Group Leader.
The one who will inform others about the newest update.
In short, sai kang warrior.
I'm gonna be so busy with so many commitments pilling up.

And Terrence accepted me into StageArts.
Was afraid he will be pissed to see me.
But I'm glad...

So... tired...
must.... sleep...

Something went wrong with me this morning.
I got into blur state and I everything that I do just doesn't make sense.
1 time I was intending to SMS Ridwan and Jolyn, but ended up sending to Judy.
Haha.
And the state went on for the rest of the day.

I don't know if this is a good or bad news.
My Thursday sectionals has permanently moved to Friday.
How is that bad/good? you asked?
Well, in a good way, I might still have a chance to join Stageart!
In a bad way, I might anger Terrence for not being professional.
In any case, I will go down tomorrow to try my luck.
Wish me luck!

Haha, life can be so funny at times.

Now the main topics that I chat with my friends were all dance related.
It's like, my world started revolving around dance.
Maybe I spent too much time with dancers,
or I spent too much time thinking about dance choreos.

What will my life be in a few years time?

Hello!
I cut my hair!
My bro is the haircutter!
We chatted about a lot of stuff during the cutting!
The end result is exactly what I expected, funny!
It's ok bro!

Went to CR's House to jam!
Lisa finally came after MIA for so long!
CR's iPhone is so fun!

Aiyayai!
Today so hyper!
Hahahaha!

I collected my new specs...
and I'm not sure if I should wear it for school.

The first NDP Hip Hop Dance Practice today,
the dance steps wasn't what I expect it to be,
but I guess the next dance would be better.

Oh, and I did something very dumb on my way to meet Judy for NDP.
I was supposed to wait for her at MRT 1st cabin,
and board the train she is in that went towards Jurong East.
But I waited at the 1st cabin going towards Marina Bay!
And even stupider thing is I went in even though I didn't see her inside!
Miscommunication =.=

And we met Chingay people at ZhengHua CC!
Apparently they volunteer for NDP as well.
I was shocked to see them there.

And so I went off early to meet my CR Gang.
All of them are botak already. Haha!
But I don't have to! Haha!

Okay, for the first time, in my days at IM,
I finally talked to Angeline and Hui Xuan.
It's just like 1st year all over again.
Everybody not knowing each other.
But it's worse now, cause there's no orientation.
Hope my class will be more outspoken in the future.

HiphOpperz is not a scam!
I'm glad...

Cheng Lip sure is strong... mentally.
Why do I have this feeling that he feels that he doesn't belong in his class?
His way of speaking to me was like directly the opposite of how he used to talked to me.
If he IS having trouble,
I hope he met somebody who can solve it for him.

I danced for Foreign Bodies Audition today.
I dragged Judy, Valerie and Thomas along.
I think Judy is too friendly.
No matter who,
she always be able to talk to them like they knew each other for very long time.
I wish I had that ability.

And tomorrow is the first practice for HiphOpperz.
Really looking forwards to it. Really...

In the end, I decided not to go for stage art dance practice.
I hope it's for the best, don't wanna live like secondary school time.
The phase of my life whereby I struggled between CCAs.

It's such a disappointment if HiphOpperz was really a scam.
I got my hopes high for nothing.
I'm still hoping that they were really some professional dancer.



This video is currently under my favorite list.
It displays the love of a father towards his daughter,
and also the bond between 2 buddies.

We had our Band Welcome Tea last Saturday.
The intake for percussion was the best among other years!
20-30++ people man!

I wanted to bond with them more,
but I got to on and off because of other schedule.

Sorry for the new intakes cause there isn't enough instrument.
And let's hope they can commit to the band.

Andy agreed to teach me and Judy dancing!
Now that's left is to find a date.

I hate the rain.
It forces me to include umbrella in my bag.
But I love the aftermath.
It kind of freshen up the atmosphere.

I hate Tuesday's timetable.
for 5 hours we are stuck in the same lab.
It was freakin' cold!

I went to accompany Judy for Stage Art Dance audition.
Saw a lot of familiar faces there.
And met some of Judy's friends,
Like Kenny and Clara.

I think it was the first time I really showed off my locking move.
It felt kind of good.
Although not really freestyling cause I thought of the move before.

I was accepted, but I had to say no,
as I already have the ever so busy band.
Seriously if the band wasn't that busy, I would have joined.
I think my rejection kind of pissed terrence and rene a bit.
Who wouldn't?
You accepted somebody and suddenly he/she reject.
I would be thinking he/she is wasting our time also lar.

I'm really broke now.
Spent the rest of my money on KFC just now after audition.
But I guess it was worth it,
catching up with friends.

The only unusual thing that happened today is that,
I saw Kuanleng at cheers.
And the reason for it to be unusual is because,
if I have not followed Eugene and Shihui to cheers,
I wouldn't have bump into her.
It's so rare to meet primary school friends in this school.
I wonder why...

And I think I found a flaw in me.
I kind of have STM.
Whatever skills I learned ever since I was born,
It would slowly fade away from me.

For example the dance moves I learned 2 years back.
I completely forgotten the steps.

The piano's Canon in D,
I've forgotten the keys.

And just recently,
I can't play Gloriosa anymore!

Well, maybe because I didn't train?
Who knows.

Currently waiting at home.
Waiting for technician from Acer to come my house.
Finally, after 1 month, my laptop is gonna get repaired.

Like what everyone said,
"The end leads to a new beginning".
The end of a holiday leads to a new semester.

It will take quite a while till I get used to my new clique.
I don't want people to make friends with me just because they pity me when I sat alone.
I think that makes me even more comfortable.

I have this sudden urge to bring my sketchbook wherever I go.
The urge to become a professional designer, or artist.
Maybe it got to do with Mr Godfrey showing us his students' works

I can't sleep after I woke up at 7 this morning.
So I thought I'll use the computer.

YouTubing all the way,
revised Taylor Swift Guitar chords from youtube,
and stumbled upon a very inspiring video.

Britain Got Talent - Susan Boyle

Ate Ray's handmade curry with the others at AMK,
and accompanied them with pool.
Until I get to left early for dragonboat at Bedok.
Which they finally teach me on dragon boat drumming.

It's so annoying to have a laptop that doesn't work.
Tommorow's school reopened and I still don't have my laptop.
What to do what to do.
Stupid warranty failed on me.

Freshmen Orientation is over.
The skit, the planning, the staying late.
But let's hope the friendship that all of us built stays.
Despite we all have to part ways, It's okay.
I've grown to accept it.

And for the Freshmen in 0911...
Help each other, and wish you all the best in your studies.
And not to forget the junior percussionist
Hope you all enjoyed YOUR show.
Stay in contact, and wish you all the best.

Britain Got Talent - Susan Boyle
Watch this video.
This video almost made me cry.
I can't embed it cause they disabled it. Argh!

Goodbyes to all my friends who are going to NS today...



Life is pacing so fast,
and without us realizing it,
a day, a month, and a year has passed.
Soon, we'll be in uni.
Soon, we'll get a job.
Soon, we'll get married.
And soon, you'll be too busy with your own life.

It's really nice to have friends concerning about you. When you are down and out, these friends would be your pillar of strength. It's these bonds that colored up your life.

but the sad reality is that these friendships and bonds were never meant to last. they were only meant to get you through the times and through your life. as time passes and as u go through phases in your life, u meet new people to get you through these phases and then you move on.. and then sometimes, just sometimes when the busyness of life takes a pause, you look back, pictures and letters from the past and you wonder, where did it all go?..

I hope the CR Gang will remain as it is today...

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Oh Crap! The suspense!!!
MAKE IT STOP!!!!