Lately, I woke up everyday, feeling chained and frustrated.
I loathe this feeling, having to wake up so early in the morning, being "Forced" to work.

I'm so easily get carried away.

But again, there are always some things which you can't go against, right?

Man, it ache so much!

It's 1am in the morning and I'm still awake.
Damn movie, too nice to put down.



So romantic, so... fairy tale-ish.

Rise of the Guardian.
The movie preview looks promising, but I had a feeling that this movie would flunk.
Not anybody could just pull off a plot with such famous folklore characters.
But amazingly, everything fall into place!
The plot matched the origin and job of the characters.

Jack Frost, Boogie man, Santas Claus, Tooth Fairy, Easter Bunny and Sandman.
Each of them fit their "Occupation",
and the events in the movie really links to real life's festive season.
Exciting battles, cool characters, with a deep moral story.

I'm giving this movie a 5, or at the very least... a 4.5

I can't believe myself to be able to came up with such sentence.
"If success is determined by the amount of effort you put in, I'll be a millionaire".
It wasn't a word of wisdom, but close enough.

After much thought, I realised I actually heard of it somewhere before.
It was in one of the movies I watched or something.
"If success is determined only be the amount of efforts put in, everyone would be a billionaire."

Typing like this sounds like a good idea.
It looks as if I'm busy writing an email.
Now what should I post about?

Oh, I'm drinking green tea right now to keep myself awake.
At the same time, browsing Sentosa images.
Such an irony that I've been living in this small Singapore Island,
and yet I see so many images of Singapore that I've never been to.
Looking at how the people in the pictures pose and having a great time... (Envy)

I've been reading this book regarding 5 Levels of Leadership.
I'm hoping to gain insight from this book that can help me with People Relation.
I'm left with the last few pages, but with me being me,
I'm very dissapointed with myself that very little of what I've read really got processed.
Well, I do realised a few things.
A person with a position doesn't make him a leader,
His action and his core value does. So just like what Yan Zuan always said,
"Lead by example".
You can't get somebody to do something that you are not willing to do.

Oh yes, the book also mentioned that blogging actually helps in organising your mind.
That is also the reason why I starts blogging more frequently now.

Finished my work, nothing to do since 3pm...
Boss having business discussion, and she is just right behind me.
Can't surf internet, have to look busy.
And I'm freakin sleepy! Why does my position have to be just in front of her!

This company keep sucking up my time, keeping me from going off on time,
I hate it so much especially when I have something on and yet they do this.
Feels like exploding in their face, but I'm gonna stay my cool,
one of the trait of a leader is keeping calm in extreme situation.

"我需要你帮我做这个箱子白标的底，
全部都根据这里一摸一样,
待会儿我会把 Adam Cook交给你.“

”Adam Cook?"

“是啊，每个箱子都有不一样的Adam Cook啊“

“哦~，Item Code~"

Sometimes it's hilarious to converse with a PRC

"没梦的人睡不醒，有梦的人睡不着"

读起来多么可笑，可是也多么的真实！

还有Patrick Joe 所说的, "Study Hard, Work Hard, Die"

可悲的是，现代就是有那么多的人向现实降服, 

"读个像样的学校，找个像样的工作，找个像样的地方永眠"

上了星期二的中心会议，颜钻宣布了他的目标，以及燃烧了我们所有人里面的一把火。

颜钻说他相信我们都可以上钻石！在明年之前要在中心聚集100个人！

然后明年集聚更多更多的人！这样的话，钻石之路将不会离我们有多远。

五年定江山，我们都可以上FC!

It's amazing how many negative people there are around us.

Some are so negative, they tend to think of all the negative matters in the world ALL THE TIME.

Perhaps I've been listening to Mayday for too long, but as I listen, I came to a realization. Perhaps the reason why they are considered to be the top Rock Band among the Chinese is that because their lyrics spoke of our life. It speaks for us and you felt that there is someone in this world that understands you. You can imagine yourself in the scenario while you are listening to their music. And another factor is the truth in the lyrics. It speaks wisdom and encourages people. We want to someone who encourage us, we want someone who cheer us up.


It's the same as whatever we always do. A relationship only develops when both parties shows interest towards each other. It will not happen if it is one-sided. And a relationship will reach a whole new level when a party were able to get the other party through a rough time. This bond is the type of relationship that is slowly depleting in our current society.

当你真心帮助一个人的时候, 好事将会发生.

就像May所说的"好人有好报".

只为了想帮一个朋友止痒,喷了一次口喷,之后他就马上跟我要了一个!

Wow, the power of 成功领. Been rejected 3 times in a row, and yet still no negative thoughts. It doesn't matter, I'll move on to the next one, I still believe that sooner or later they will understand.

So tired these few days,  especially my eyes, they would just close anytime anywhere. But the Artistry Makeup Class was fun and interesting! The host were humorous and very interactive.

Oh wow, 算我看错人了. I had so much respect for your ability, and yet this is how you utilize them, to cause destruction and dispute. I know we have a kind(maybe too kind) boss, but to take advantage of it for your personal gain is just too low for a person like you. If this is how you define your way towards success, good luck to you, it might get you somewhere, but it will not get you far. Throwing away your integrity in pursuit of your success... I'm utterly disappointed in you.

Next week is our dance performance, and we are not ready. We will have to cut some steps. It is now Quality over Quantity. And I'm yet to find 20 friends to support my performance.

On a lighter note, I realised my mom is just like a typical mom. I knew she loves helping us to fix our torn clothes, but I didn't know that she has a dream of becoming a fashion designer. Wow, this is like the best discovery of my generation!

I had weird dreams lately. Yesterday it was something about a broken toilet, whereby the waste was flushed out instead of flushed in, lost my appetite the whole day.

But the most troubling dream was last night. Where I dreamt that human populations became dog-man. we retained humans intelligence and everything, just that everyone looks like a dog. And I was in an orphanage, somehow I was mistakenly taken in as I look like 1 of the orphan. Who knows where the real orphan went. Anyway, we were really treated badly, we had to do hard labor and a very hazardous work environment.

And to my surprise, I met my boss and supervisor from my previous workplace, which I hated a lot! I hate that place, I don't even know why I accepted that job. Sucky working hours and so hard to fit in. Anyway, when I went up the stairs of the orphanage, I bumped into them, covered my face and tried to walk pass them. Unfortunately, that ex-boss of mine was really interested in talking to me. Initially she didn't find out who I am, until she asked me what's my position in the orphanage so I had to tell who I really am. She was really surprised to see me and we chit chatted abit.

I've forgotten the rest of the dream, except the ending which was really bizarre. There is this witch who told me that I actually came from another world, from passing a bridge a few days ago. She told me I shouldn't be here and I should return to my own world, but I have to be fast, as the portal from the bridge only opens twice a year. The day that I came into this world, and the next hour. I had to clear through a few obstacle on my way there to get to the bridge in time. The next scene was in bird's eye view whereby it looks like I'm controlling myself from the sky, looking down I could see myself riding a bike and clearing obstacle along the road. It feels like I'm playing a racing game. And just when I reached the portal, I woke up.

I felt weird afterwards, it feels like I really just came back from that other world, and now that my mission had been accomplished, they sent me back to the real world. I felt just like a protagonist of a storybook, or fairytale. Even now, I'm still confused if it really happened...

Everyone is getting so psyched by the additional 20% PV for anyone who registered within this month! And so am I! What a contagious environment we are in.

Woke up early in the morning and right eye felt really uncomfortable. There isn't any redness or anything. But i can feel my eyelid seems swollen. I wonder why.

Travel around the world! Discovering new things, experiencing new culture, without any worries of the world. Someday I'll achieve it!

I won't let you wait too long.

Just a little while longer.

Having no means of media to contact a person and you starts worrying whether something bad happened to them,

Met up with a friend of mine for a movie on Sunday, "The Vow". A friend whom we bumped into was shocked when he heard we are going to watch the movie. 2 guys watching such a romantic movie could really give people the wrong idea.

Anyway, after the movie, we somehow drift upon this subject, makes us thinking. Have you ever have this feeling whereby you are so driven to do 1 thing this minute, but the next you lost the motivation. You were so convinced that by doing it it will add value to your life, but somehow your brain RE-convinced not to do it. My friend told me how he could relate to this situation, as some people only wants the rewards without the hard work. "It doesn't matter, I still could live well without doing it." They don't see the need to change as they are comfortable with their current way of life. Oh well...

I'm glad I went for the Genting trip.

So many interesting stories and experiences to absorb.

The best thing of all is that, my goal in life has been confirmed!

My heart sank a bit just now,

but that sentence makes everything so clear now.

If that's what she wished for, I'll give her my full support,

no more playing a fool, I should be what I should be.

Thank You! ^_^

You can accomplish so much in life, it doesn't matter if you fail. The most important thing is that whatever you did, it's your story, yours and your alone. Nobody can take that away from you. In storybooks and novel, does the protagonist ALWAYS win? No. But doesn't it makes the story interesting?

Feels like constipation,

got so many things want to do but so restricted.

Oh my god, The KFC Promotion coupon just saved my lunch.

How clumsy of me to had left my wallet at home.

I've never thought I would be learning make-up,

neither have I considered myself as a professional make-up artist,

I can't call myself a make-up consultant either yet.

But thanks to the "MAKEOVER" event organized by the centre,

as well as the opportunity to be part of the make-up team,

somehow I have the confidence that I can do it,

that someday I would be able to do it. To be a professional Beauty Consultant.

Uh oh, I think I'm becoming a stalker.

Shall resist checking in on her blog too often.

I never knew I could care about someone this much.

Somehow you made me feel like protecting you.

Never to let anything harm you in any way.

With you, I feel the reason for my existence.

Wth? I dreamt my nephew were able to speak and read korean!

Must have watched too much running man...

Tonight Tonight~

Da dum da dum da dum Tsss~~

God, I'm missing her already.

Wrong move dude...

Better luck next time~

Wow, I passed the first obstacle!

There's nothing to celebrate though.

From here on out, everything will be determined by my actions.

It's so hard to continue without knowing the outcome of the first obstacle

Oh yeah~ Life's Good!

How can something so beautiful hurts us so much?

Why do obvious answers so easily overlooked?