Why do I even bother to post this post. I don't even know what to blog about.
Okay, Hmmm...
Visual Basic's Mini Project were killing me! Felt an indescribable relief after I hand them up. Felt so free, as though there are no more worries in this world. Okay, though the end product was crap, but at least I got some mark, at least that's what I think.
DE Exam in another 16 hours, and I haven't even started studying. I'll study the moment I woke up.
The exam break is coming. I hope I'll use that time wisely. I don't want my parents to force me to quit my CCA anymore, It just stressed me up. I want to meet my juniors and have fun at the orientation!
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Thursday, January 24, 2008
I had to attend some Leadership Course last Wednesday, and today as well, there will be another session somewhere during the holiday. All these Leadership Course is to prepare us to be this year's OGL. Freshies will be coming in soon, and I'm so excited and honored to be able to lead them. I'll be trying my best to let them enjoy their Orientation, just like Roger does to us.
I'm quite worried about my studies. Some modules are just hard to understand. Well, I understand at first, but after a while, I just forgot how to do. Guess it's because of my tiny memory capacity. I'm feeling a little like a leecher, who doesn't do anything and just took other people's work. Maybe it's time for me to do something myself, like this Visual Basic Project, whom I'm soloing. IMBA!!!
Went for some dance session with Valerie this Monday. I thought I looked sucky when I dance, until somebody actually praised me for my dance step O.o! Wow, that's really encouraging, I guess. Maybe I'll go for another round next week.
Exam is coming soon, and I'm feeling all motivated, thanks to the Leadership Course. The trainers rocks! Haha!
I'm quite worried about my studies. Some modules are just hard to understand. Well, I understand at first, but after a while, I just forgot how to do. Guess it's because of my tiny memory capacity. I'm feeling a little like a leecher, who doesn't do anything and just took other people's work. Maybe it's time for me to do something myself, like this Visual Basic Project, whom I'm soloing. IMBA!!!
Went for some dance session with Valerie this Monday. I thought I looked sucky when I dance, until somebody actually praised me for my dance step O.o! Wow, that's really encouraging, I guess. Maybe I'll go for another round next week.
Exam is coming soon, and I'm feeling all motivated, thanks to the Leadership Course. The trainers rocks! Haha!
Saturday, January 12, 2008
Ok, I'll most probably lessen down on AVP2 LAN. I'm too noob to play such a game that requires such high reflexes and aiming. Being a free frag somehow pisses me off a little. Need sometime to cool off, playing this kind of games kinda like training my patience limit.
Something unusual happened today. I was excited about it at first, but kinda lose the mood after the game. Today is the NYP's Open House. We, the NYPSO, performed at the atrium. After the performance, when all the instruments were pushed aside, waiting to be moved, Ian Poh appeared and accidentally toppled the glockenspiel. An idea struck my mind and I rushed forward to put back the glockenspiel, while saying, "It's ok, it's ok" to him. This is the shocking part for me, he tapped me at the back while saying, "Ok, Sorry." I was stunned for a while, until I looked back at Valerie with a stunned face. And her face was like, "Wah, like that also can!" kind of face.
There are so many things I want to say to some of those people that I know. But it's either I'm too scared to say it or I don't know how to put them into words.
Something unusual happened today. I was excited about it at first, but kinda lose the mood after the game. Today is the NYP's Open House. We, the NYPSO, performed at the atrium. After the performance, when all the instruments were pushed aside, waiting to be moved, Ian Poh appeared and accidentally toppled the glockenspiel. An idea struck my mind and I rushed forward to put back the glockenspiel, while saying, "It's ok, it's ok" to him. This is the shocking part for me, he tapped me at the back while saying, "Ok, Sorry." I was stunned for a while, until I looked back at Valerie with a stunned face. And her face was like, "Wah, like that also can!" kind of face.
There are so many things I want to say to some of those people that I know. But it's either I'm too scared to say it or I don't know how to put them into words.
Thursday, January 10, 2008
I've been busy this few days, blame it on band for letting me go so late. Luckily there's a break after the Open House Performance, the time to lay this ass of mine to rest.
Ian Poh fever is going down, which I don't know if it's a good thing or not. But my thirst for dancing is still as high as ever. Speaking of dancing reminds me of Foreign Bodies, in which reminds me that Valerie might be joining Foreign Bodies, in which reminds me of the time when I failed to join Foreign Bodies! ARGH!!! Memories, shoo!
Band just had a voting session for this year's committee members. We were asked to nominate only year 1s, and since I didn't really go and get to know more about them, I have no idea who is suitable for which positions. But still I tried my best to nominate people according to their ability.
Ian Poh fever is going down, which I don't know if it's a good thing or not. But my thirst for dancing is still as high as ever. Speaking of dancing reminds me of Foreign Bodies, in which reminds me that Valerie might be joining Foreign Bodies, in which reminds me of the time when I failed to join Foreign Bodies! ARGH!!! Memories, shoo!
Band just had a voting session for this year's committee members. We were asked to nominate only year 1s, and since I didn't really go and get to know more about them, I have no idea who is suitable for which positions. But still I tried my best to nominate people according to their ability.
Saturday, January 05, 2008
I think it's about time I blog. Actually tried blogging a few days ago, but was interrupted and stopped in the middle.
So it's a whole new year. Any New Year Resolutions? Well, maybe to sleep earlier and sleep more, since I kept sleeping in lecture. Any more? To self-practice dancing, maybe. I don't know, but my faith in drumming seems to be shaken ever since I met Ian Poh. Any more? Maybe to be a better person.
Darn it! Feel so damn sucky about myself! What's wrong with me!
I've been thinking what my life would be if by chance I DID got into Foreign Body. I most probably wouldn't be in Symphonic Band, since the practice time crashed, and it would be really hectic. And I wouldn't met Ridhwan, Zhao Zhi they all. I'll be with my orientation dance group then, whom all now get into Foreign Body except for me. Will I be happy there? I'll most probably be the most lauzy dancer there. And me being such an introvert, wouldn't make much friend over there too. And the attire, I for sure wouldn't have the money to buy those baggy cloth and pants. My family also won't be happy if they know I have to spend so much money for a CCA.
Well, Valerie got invited to join Foreign Body by her friend, with audition, of course. Kinda happy for her, but a little jealous as well. I guess I have no one to blame but myself. For what? I don't really know it myself, blame my body for being to stiff? Blame my brain for not being able to observe and pick up the steps? Okay, I accept all this flaws of mine. But the main reason I'm jealous of her is that... SHE WILL GET TO KNOW IAN POH!
This Year's New Year are both boring and lonely for me. My family doesn't really celebrate, and I just sleep throughout the whole countdown. Haiz, How I miss my sis.
Love is in the air this season. I found out a lot of my friend confessed these days. Some of them got lucky and... got attached, while some are... well, good luck next time. Out of all the stories they told me, there is one that is so romantic, it is unbelievable. Even now, I still don't understand how it happened. Does love really works that way?
For Percussion Ensemble, we are planning to have to have our own concert this mid year. But for now, we are still concentrating on our performance for the open house. Playing 1 new piece, in which I thought would be found, but turned out to be the same as "Clap Happy".
Ivan taught me some body building exercise which is really aggressive towards our own body. Is it illegal to self-abuse? Okay, random.
So it's a whole new year. Any New Year Resolutions? Well, maybe to sleep earlier and sleep more, since I kept sleeping in lecture. Any more? To self-practice dancing, maybe. I don't know, but my faith in drumming seems to be shaken ever since I met Ian Poh. Any more? Maybe to be a better person.
Darn it! Feel so damn sucky about myself! What's wrong with me!
I've been thinking what my life would be if by chance I DID got into Foreign Body. I most probably wouldn't be in Symphonic Band, since the practice time crashed, and it would be really hectic. And I wouldn't met Ridhwan, Zhao Zhi they all. I'll be with my orientation dance group then, whom all now get into Foreign Body except for me. Will I be happy there? I'll most probably be the most lauzy dancer there. And me being such an introvert, wouldn't make much friend over there too. And the attire, I for sure wouldn't have the money to buy those baggy cloth and pants. My family also won't be happy if they know I have to spend so much money for a CCA.
Well, Valerie got invited to join Foreign Body by her friend, with audition, of course. Kinda happy for her, but a little jealous as well. I guess I have no one to blame but myself. For what? I don't really know it myself, blame my body for being to stiff? Blame my brain for not being able to observe and pick up the steps? Okay, I accept all this flaws of mine. But the main reason I'm jealous of her is that... SHE WILL GET TO KNOW IAN POH!
This Year's New Year are both boring and lonely for me. My family doesn't really celebrate, and I just sleep throughout the whole countdown. Haiz, How I miss my sis.
Love is in the air this season. I found out a lot of my friend confessed these days. Some of them got lucky and... got attached, while some are... well, good luck next time. Out of all the stories they told me, there is one that is so romantic, it is unbelievable. Even now, I still don't understand how it happened. Does love really works that way?
For Percussion Ensemble, we are planning to have to have our own concert this mid year. But for now, we are still concentrating on our performance for the open house. Playing 1 new piece, in which I thought would be found, but turned out to be the same as "Clap Happy".
Ivan taught me some body building exercise which is really aggressive towards our own body. Is it illegal to self-abuse? Okay, random.
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
1/1/2008
Happy New Year, everybody!
Having a one day public holiday right now, but it's going to be over in about... 1 more hour. I missed last night's countdown, as well as the overnight cycling with the CR Gangs! No!
I really should be sleeping now, resting. This morning, all my body suddenly ache, I think cause of yesterday's Wii at Ivan's house. Shook the remote control like mad, and sweat like hell, man! We also swam in his swimming pool, and his sauna was, wah! Damn Hot lar! But after came out, damn cold -.- Took a few peek at some bikini girls some more. Ivan was literally drooling.
Happy New Year, everybody!
Having a one day public holiday right now, but it's going to be over in about... 1 more hour. I missed last night's countdown, as well as the overnight cycling with the CR Gangs! No!
I really should be sleeping now, resting. This morning, all my body suddenly ache, I think cause of yesterday's Wii at Ivan's house. Shook the remote control like mad, and sweat like hell, man! We also swam in his swimming pool, and his sauna was, wah! Damn Hot lar! But after came out, damn cold -.- Took a few peek at some bikini girls some more. Ivan was literally drooling.
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