My Mom and Dad came to Singapore.
Almost felt like a perfect Christmas Reunion.

The "So-called" Last episode of Doraemon.



My bro watched and we had this msn conversation...

Bro : then what will you do?

dunno lei

how if it really involves someone's live?
someone close to you?
so what will you do?

I should do something
I think i would just let doraemon dangling there
left him preserved

not trying to revive him?

cause it's nearly impossible ma
what are the chances

most probably you are the only chance that he can be revived wasn't it?

Not really

then?
who will know about his existence and let things happen?
the future has created him
so most probably it is not impossible

I'm the only chance of reviving him
but what are the chance of me succeeding

that is really depend on you isn't it?

but I'm not the one who created him ma

so?
u still can BE the one to revive him
are you going to wait for things to happen or make things happen?
what if the person is me?

I'll call the doctors

-__-"
so let's say i'm a robot like him?
the situation similar like him
how?

by right i should find a way to revive u right

by right lah
lol...
how about the real thing

somehow I can't get myself to write "i will find a way to revive you"
i felt as if i'm lying

lol...
that's good
at least u r honest

lol

just a sentence for you alright?
The amount of effort you put, is directly proportionate to the quality of the final product
as in
from what i analyse from our convo
you seems like u r not so sure what kind of future u have
like
zou yi bu kan yi bu
am i right?

think so

ya
and you seems like trying to take the easy way out from things
not entirely bad
but
as i mentioned earlier
if you want to be successful
most of the time you have to persevere and push on
for example
there are many web designer
they are good
but
between them, there'll be a few who are at the top notch
because they put more effort than the rest
that is why they are more successful

My bro who takes life seriously.
He is like the oracle, or enlightened on in our family.
I respect him very much.

And it's not that I won't revive him.
Just that I don't think I have what it takes.
But 1 thing for sure is that,
He create impacts throughout my entire life.
I probably wouldn't be what I am today if it wasn't for him.

A positive mind returns a positive day.

Attachment suck the life out of me

I dreamed that I was a player in L4D2,
There were zombies, and small zombie insects.
The zombies were the people that I know,
And I got killed by them....

:(

It must be nice, being a bad guy.
You can get whatever you want.
Nobody dares to create trouble for you.
Everything goes your way.
Everybody listens to you through fear.
It's so tempting....

Bye Bye FYP...
Curse you Attachment!

Happy Birthday, Lee Chia!
Missed saturday dance...

Went Sentosa, and I think I got myself a sunburnt...
My mom went back to Jakarta,
and while I was waiting for her to reach Changi Airport,
I went to Popeye.

I was in front of these 2 women while queuing.
They were complaining about how slow our line's personnel is,
so long still haven't reach their turn.
I was sure they speak with that volume so that I can hear them.

It's finally my turn.
And I said to the personnel, "Hey Mery! How's everything?"
She said, "Not too bad, just been very busy."
And I said, "Ah, I see. Good luck then.
Oh, and attend the 2 women behind me with haste will ya?
They were complaining about how slow you attend to your customer".
She said, "Really!? Haha, okay. No prob. See you, and enjoy your meal!"
I stared at the women and went to my seat, leaving them dumbfounded.

Nah~ I'm not such a daredevil.
But I was on the verge to do just that.
Felt like making them have a taste of their own medicine.

Different people have different quality of ability.
From what I see, she wasn't THAT slow.
Why not let them have a taste of her job and see how difficult it is.
I'm sure they wouldn't give their customer that smile she displayed.
the patience, the attitude...

Be strong, man.
I believe they are not foolish enough to let you 2 suffer.
You 2 are still trying your best to get them back together.
Believe that 1 day they will understand,
and everything will be back to normal.

Bah...
Damn no mood.
Don't feel like doing anything,
but at the same time, want to do something.
Feel so damn empty.
Hate this feeling man!
Half and hour more till the day is over.
I shall go for a walk.... or maybe not.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tommorow's Mr Henry's Birthday.
He helped me a lot for my FYP,
Should I celebrate a mini birthday party for him?

Day 1 (Friday)
Fell sick....
Didn't expect it to turn into fever.
Just a mild sore throat in the morning,
strange feeling in the abdomen in the afternoon,
headache in the evening,
and aches at night, got myself a fever.
Isolated myself in my bro's room, trying to get some rest,
but I always get awakened by my sore throat.
So it's sleep, wake up, sleep, wake up, sleep wake up.... the torture.

Day 2 (Saturday)
Felt much better, still feeling a slight headache and major sore throat.
Postponed tutoring hafiz on 3D.
Unable to attend Amin's last dance session.
Resting.... by playing computer games.... whole day.

Day 3 (Sunday)
Now's left with sore throat.
Resting again...

Day 4 (Monday)
Damn, why can't I fall sick TODAY!

Happy birthday Sis.

1 more minute till your birthday is over.
Hope you enjoyed the birthday celebration we prepared for you.
Although a lot of last minute shits came up. Hehe.
And thank you all for attending the birthday,
despite the late hours.

And what she says really makes me feel brotherly...
*stop smiling at the computer screen, Phei*

Okay, I've forgotten who.
But that person must have thought of a wrong impression of me.
He sent me this group invitation around half a year ago.
And I was damn sure the group description wasn't like that.
Until recently when someone told me its a group that consist of gays, lesbians, bisexual and transgendered.

I left the group immediately.

Living in my high rise home for nearly 5 years,
I've just realized that the rooftop is accessible.
What's lacking is the key to the locked door.
And tomorrow, I'll probably will get a chance to enter.
You know why.

Just by looking at it won't get me anywhere.
Understanding it really took a lot from me.
Damn you Flash and Actionscript!
You are such a pain in the as*!

Just another Mundane FYP day.
And I'm making progress, I think.

www.cleverbots.com

Cleverbot: Are there men in the moon?

User: What do you think?

Cleverbot: I think they are not.

User: What makes you think so?

Cleverbot: I don't know.

User: Then why do you say that?

Cleverbot: Say what?

User: Why did you ask me is there man on the moon?

Cleverbot: I think you have me confused with someone else.

User: Man, you are dumb.

Cleverbot: No, actually I can speak perfectly well.

User: Oh, really?

Cleverbot: Yes, they are about one year old.

User: You make no sense at all!

Cleverbot: Yes.

Cleverbot (To myself): No, you don't make any sense!

User: You're boring~.

Cleverbot: Want do you think is fun?

User: I dunno, cosplaying harry potteR?

Cleverbot: No.

User: Then what do you think is fun?

Cleverbot: I have no clue, my boyfriend is in jail.

User: Is that a hint? Haha!

Cleverbot: You want a hint?

User: Yeah, sure.

Cleverbot: Describe green to me.

User: Green is something that came out of your mouth.

Cleverbot: That's not a very good description.

User: Alright alright. Green is the way you look at me.

Cleverbot: So is that the color of Greg's shirt?

User: It sure is.

Cleverbot: My favourite color is orange.

User: And mine's apple.

Cleverbot: What subjects do you like to talk about?

User: Well, I'm getting bored of this. Gotta go, bye~.

Cleverbot: Good, because you're boring me.

Best Bot ever!

Back-ache, Feet hurts.
But it will pay off, it will all be worth it... I hope..

CR is finishing his A level by this week!
Can't wait for Sunday's Jamming session!

Ah~ sacrificed one dance lesson to watch Judy's SA Production
It was worth it.
I mean, going for the lesson alone would be boring, anyway.
Thanks for the ticket, Judy!

And I'm supposed to go for the Chingay catch-up session,
but going alone is so...
Supposed to go with Judy and Peggy,
but, none of them can't make it.
Oh well, ditched it and went to eat dinner with Judy instead.
The "Sumo House" was great!
Thanks for the recommendation =D

And does anyone knows a movie called "9"?
I didn't see any advertisement about it.
But me and the CR Gang's watched it nevertheless.
It was...... how do I say it....
disturbing?
Well, watch it and find out for yourself.

A person in need, is a friend indeed

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There are so many people that stumbled into your life,
but how many have you stopped and cherish?
And how many have you overlooked and let go?

It's quite a sad thing...
that you lost the moments with your friends,
when you used to talked for hours,
even throughout the whole night.
Sharing problems, secrets, laughter, lame stuffs...
Now that you looked back, where has it gone to?

The 1st and 2nd day of FYP was...
How do I say this?
I'm glad that I got a project that I'm forte in.
And I'm lucky to have a great supervisor.
But, the 9 hours of sitting in front of the computer everyday...

Life is full of choices.
And every single choices you made today,
regardless of minor or major,
will affect the way you live in the future.
It's called, the "Butterfly Effect"

For example :
The wind produced be the wing of the butterfly
will affect the timing and power of coming hurricane.

a ball placed at the crest of a hill might roll into any of several valleys
depending on slight differences in initial position.

I don't know if I made the right choice today.
But I hope it will lead me to a better future.
The future that I want...

SMS conversation with My lil sis
Sis : U using my com?
Me : Yea.
Sis : -.- can you give me a target date to get ur adapter fixed?
Me : I sent for repair already.
Sis : ...Haiz... think u all are jealous that my things are maintained very well. First is my toilet, then now is my com. And I think soon my room will be urs too -.-
Me : Only for yesterday lar. Tonight i sleeping back in my room.
Sis : I said sooner or later ma... Hmmm... No, i think targetted next will be my bra and undies or something -.-
Me : ..... Hahaha... Very Funny... *Guilty*
Sis : ...EEEEEEEEeeee!!!!!!!

Of course My last message is just to entertain her...

Gym isn't really my thing,
but a little exercise once in a while never hurts.
Gotta pump up that muscle sooner or later, you know.

So I went to Hougang Sports Complex with Judy and Peggy.
You can feel the aura once you stepped your foot inside.
The smelly aura...

Ran for 20 minutes which covered around 3.3km.
I gotta feeling that I won't be able to move tommorow.

And I saw so many unfamiliar machines,
amazingly Judy knows how to use them.

Thought of studying with Valerie and Verlynn after that,
but it was cancelled.
Oh well...

I've finished with my animation.
So now I can concentrate on my exam...

NOT!

So I'm a guy who gets distracted easily.
It must be a miracle for me to survive the poly life all these years.

Anyway, I've decided to set up a new blog that act as my portfolio.
The link should be at the top left hand corner "My gallery".
Everything that I've done so far (That I think is presentable) is there.
It's a temporary site, I will make a better one in time.
Hopefully It will be presentable enough to use as my job resume.

Haha, I'm broke.
Great, I'll have to eat at home from today onwards.

Starting on my freelance project.
Just when i thought my projects are done.
And due date coming monday night.


Today's Hip hop lesson was the best!
We get to do choreo and formation,
because there were only 4 of us.
And finally remembered to take photos after dance.
which we keep forgetting every week.
Jump shot, michael jackson's signature move.
Oh, what joy!

Common Test is over. Cheers to that.
But, incoming! It's DMPRM Exam!

Sometimes, when I'm walking home alone,
I will wonder about some stupid things in life.
What if there is no such thing as "money"?
What if everyone have the same characteristic as me?
What if I can live forever?
What if I'm a genius?

Everybody would probably be exchanging their stuff instead of paying.
Everybody would be telepathic since they know what I'm thinking.
I'll be handsome for the first 30 years but old for the next infinity.
I'll probably be easily bored by things.

Sometimes it's good to think about all these.
It makes you appreciate whatever you have now.

My laptop now allows me to upload picture in blogspot.
That was taken in Amsterdam, the school backyard.
It wasn't my intention to take such photo, but,
Kit's legs just came in and, voila! It's quality just improved.
Kind of like it.

=D
What A Marvelous Day

Happy National Day Everyone!
I'll be recording down the happenings during the show!

6:15pm
I saw Bloco Singapura!

6:55pm
I thought I saw Alan from strike force!

7:05pm
My bros are so bad.
Keep emphasizing on the general if they went zhao xia during the shouting.

7:10pm
What will you depend?

7:11pm
President Nathan arrived and sang National Anthem.

7:13pm
Inspection

7:20pm
Fire Salute

7:21pm
Bro commented on Singaporean being well known for non reaction over anything. =.=

7:23pm
marching off

7:33pm
lights off. Performance starting.

7:35pm
Multi-racial performance

7:39pm
"Take a trip down Singapore"
"Rasa Sayang" Peranakan

7:44pm
Chapter Fast-forward
The hip hop dance.

7:53pm
Against All Odds
The Pipa player prodigy

7:56pm
Video game like segment

7:57pm
"I will survive"

7:58pm
Oh no! 1 guy failed to catch the gun!

7:59pm
When I grew up

8:00pm
"I want to be the president of Singapore!" President Nathan giggled
"I want to be a helper! Help people play PSP."
Oh My God! So cute!

8:02pm
Chen Wei Lian - We Will Get There
Medley - Home + We Will Get there

8:06pm
Description of first National Day Parade
First rain in NDP at 1968,
nobody rush off, all stayed. Salute...

8.07pm
Soka Association Performance

8:14pm
Electrika - What Do You See
Nice Song! With nice MTV!
It doesn't sound local, BUT IT IS!!

8:16pm
I saw FIFI from poly forum in the video!
And i saw my dragonboat brother!

8:18pm
Some arcapella - Stand up for Singapore (remix)

8:19pm
Saw some familiar faces from Main Wayang Company

8:20pm
"We are Singapore" playing

8:21pm
Fireworks

8:22pm
PLEDGE MOMENT
future to be sister-in-law stand up for pledge
we brothers stares at her.

8:24pm
NATIONAL ANTHEM (Remix)
(still standing up, staring at her)

8:25pm
Big Fireworks!
Sending off of VIP
Electrika playing

8:28pm
NDP officially end.

My timing is right. Haha!

2 more projects to do.

2 more weeks to exam(i think).
4 more days to common test.
50 more minutes to National Day.
10 minutes pass my bed time.

And 2 weeks after my laptop start lagging.

Time
Time
Time
Time
Time

Listening to Happy music at the start of the day really helps in brightening up your day!

I saw Ming Jian, my Sec Sch senior, on my way home 2 days ago.
Such a small Singapore.
Look to your right is your friend,
and your left is your lost-contact friend.

I just had some practical test this morning.
It lasted for 5 hours when time limit should have been only 3 hours!
From 9 to 2! Can you believe it!
Was super hungry at the end of the test.
I think we are lucky to have such a nice teacher,
letting us keep trying until we completed our test.

Oh, catch up with Yiang shan on MSN just now.
Really long time since I saw her perform.
I bet her percussion skills are like 10x better now.
She in NAFA lei.
Dun play play!
And I misspelled it as NAPFA when I chatted with her.
Lol!

To those who didn't know...
I'M BACK FROM HOLLAND!

Lots of things happened there.
And I returned an SNSD fan.
All thanks to the SNSD music Ridwan and gang played during the journey.

My laptop got jet-lag and now, it's processing REALLY slow~
I guess it got sore throat too,
since no sound is coming out although I full blast the volume.

Anyway, the last 3 days was really hectic.
Projects, projects and more projects.
I just had presentation 2 days ago,
and I was so unprepared.

Yesterday afternoon was the only time I can so called relax.
supposed to have dance lesson,
but our instructor was having a competition.
SOOOOOO, me and Judy went Heeren to support his group instead!
And congrats, he made it into the semi-finals!
Other groups were dope too.
TOTALLY DOPE!
Totally rock my socks!

I have the photos...
but dunno why my blogspot doesn't allow me to upload pics,
when I see other blogspot users able to upload pictures.
Time to reformat?

So Percussion Ensemble and stagearts are having a performance later.
It's some National Day thing, with Prime Minister as VIP.
Wow, some big shot.
I'm going down later as a photographer.
Gonna video down percussion ensemble and Judy's performance.
Hehe.

Flying to Holland tomorrow.
I feel bad for throwing all my project assignments to my group mate,
Gotta make up to them somehow.
I know! I'll bought them souvenirs!
Thanks Guys!
See you all on 29th!

Last night had a terrible dream.
It's something like,
transformer, godzilla, The End of the world kind of dream.

I was not the main character,
but I was the victim.
The fear was so damn real!
The fear of gotten killed was really REALLY intense!
It was a really long dream,
but luckily my alarm clock saved me.

Even after waking up,
that fear still lurks around.
I felt the aftermath of the disaster.
Like the incident was over, and I'm living the day after that.
The first thing that came to my mind after all those was,
"You really have to be there to truly understand and experience it."

And I just watched a very old movie called "Armageddon".
You know, the movie where Earth was in danger.
The ending was the time where families spent their last moment together.
That scene...
it's... "You really have to be there to truly understand it"

Have you ever watched those movies, where characters just cry and cry?
And you were thinking, "What the hell are those people crying for??"
Well, a tip for you.
Imagine you are in that person's shoe, and experience what they experienced.
Well, not only for movies, real life too.
It will help you understand people better.

Tommorow's the start of school... again.
1 month of holiday felt longer than it ought to be.
Along the way, my body adjusted to waking up late.
Now I'm so worried that I won't be able to wake up in time tomorrow.

We all needed somebody to guide us,
point out our mistakes.
It's a hard thing to do,
since many can't bear to hurt other people's feelings.

But for those who does,
remember to thank the person,
and don't take it too personally.
Even though you might hate the person,
you know you needed it.
And be thankful for it.

I admire my brothers,
but at the same time,
hate their nagging, and endless reminders.
From the outside, I might be angry,
but inside, I know it's all for my own good.
They are prepared to be hated by me,
they told me they won't care if they would be hated.
But I do care. And I would never hate them.
Because a brother, is always a brother.
A family, is forever a family.

I'm studying
I'm studying
I'm studying
I'm studying
I'm studying
I'm studying
I'm studying
I'm studying
But now, I'm blogging.

Well, I had a fantastic!
Fabulous!
Amazing!
Wonderful!
Brilliant!
Super!
Ultra!
Out of this world time just now!

It really made my day! Yeah!

And if it isn't because of the fact that blogspot having a bug,
that prevents me from uploading pictures,
I would have uploaded it by now!

It's amazing how what you see affects your mood...

10 years in Singapore.
2 years after Secondary School Graduation.
6 years after Primary School Graduation.
...and still counting.

All of a sudden, my past get back to me.
Primary school friends,
friends that haven't been in contact ever since our meetings.
It's kind of giving me this nostalgic feeling,
as though telling me that life goes on.
No matter how hard you tried to get back to the time,
you are still in the present.

"Don't count the days, make the days count".

Maybe that's what this qoute is trying to imply.

Yes, as I was saying. I just attended my primary school gathering.
The attendance was out of my expectations, many turned up!
Although the activities might be a little... uhh.. common,
I still enjoyed myself. Yeah, it's nice to meet up with old friends.

And I'm glad this friend of mine initiated a msn conversation after 4 years,
All along I had been thinking if she still remembers me.
Well, from the conversation, I can see that she still remembers me. Haha!

Michael Jackson
Revolutionist
August 29 1958 - 25 June 2009
May he rest in peace

I was so resolved to do studying today,
but, but, but...
The urge to play is too strong!!!
Damn, today is so unproductive.
I read "Absolute Boyfriend" manga from Chapter 1 to the last.
Can you believe that?
The power of procrastination...

And, and and!
I am arranging some music for the percussionist to try out!
It's halfway done by the way.
I don't think I'll be able to finish it by the end of this holiday.
Since I'll have projects and common test to worry about.
Just can't wait for me to finish it!
But for now, projects... study...

Celebrated Pei Yi's birthday today.
We all went karaoke,
and sung a hell lot of songs,
and my voice is so useless,
gone after only a few songs.

It's been a long time since i opened up so much to my classmate.
Well, It's never too late to start, does it.

1 week without band...
It just felt so weird.
For the longest time I could remember in my poly years,
I've always on my way home only when it gets dark.
It just doesn't feel right to go home so early.

Anyway, the news about me quitting band leaked, somehow.
Some were concerned of what might be my reason,
while some just jumped into conclusion and deemed me irresponsible.
I know that, I'm being selfish, unreasonable, and irresponsible.
But I just wished that these people understand the situation first,
before jumping into assumption.
Believe me, I would give anything just to be back in the band.

He is still observing me, until coming Sunday.
Let's just hope both of us kept our end of the bargain.
For now, I'll have to study and show him...

On a lighter note,
I'm getting excited about all possible jobs that I will get into.
Web Designer, Animator, Designer.
And recently, I just saw something that gave me goosebumps.

Full Metal Alchemist (Ending)

Curse the youtube for disabling embedding!

And here's another animation.

Naruto Shippuden (Ending)

Anyway, the animation for the ending is just so cool!
It just wow-ed me! You know what I mean?
If only I could draw and create an animation like that...
Wow...

Remembering how we all first come together,
The orientation, man, was I the noisy one.
Jasper was the one who breaks the ice between us.
Jolyn, the shy and solemn one.
Valerie and Lun tat, I thought they were couples then.
Ridwan, the funny one.
Affni, the serious one.
Robin, the kiddish one.
Jia Jun, the handsome one.
Christopher, the mature one.
Jong, the Stylish one.
Wati, the happy one.
Wang Cheng, the feminine one.
Shirlyn, the lovey dovey one.
Zhao Zhi, the smart one.
Daniel, the funky one.

I sill remembered we used the atrium for the orientation,
and everyone was really different then.
Now, we are one mad group of people.
Maybe it's because that bond i felt,
that makes me love you all so much.
Maybe because of that obsession, that addiction,
that keeps me coming back for more.
I'm such a fool to completely indulged into the sensation.
Unable to pull myself out.
Now the sentence finally arrived...
I've got... nothing to back me up.

The KFC supper...
Man, did it drained my allowance.
But the laughter,
the talk,
the gossip...
it makes it all worth it.
But i guess...
There won't be such time for me anymore...

I'm such a weakling,
I can't continue typing without feeling this ache.
I realize,
I've never write anything as expressive as this before.
This gotta be,
the one and only post that I really let out my feelings into.
The performance we all performed together,
the mistakes, the joy, the satisfaction...
It will be in my memories for a very long time.

Farewell, Percussion...

The day, my passion lies here,
buried... 26/05/09

Okay, time to make up for yesterday's laziness.

Ms Priscilla,
our NDP hip hop instructor,
appointed me as a Group Leader.
The one who will inform others about the newest update.
In short, sai kang warrior.
I'm gonna be so busy with so many commitments pilling up.

And Terrence accepted me into StageArts.
Was afraid he will be pissed to see me.
But I'm glad...

So... tired...
must.... sleep...

Something went wrong with me this morning.
I got into blur state and I everything that I do just doesn't make sense.
1 time I was intending to SMS Ridwan and Jolyn, but ended up sending to Judy.
Haha.
And the state went on for the rest of the day.

I don't know if this is a good or bad news.
My Thursday sectionals has permanently moved to Friday.
How is that bad/good? you asked?
Well, in a good way, I might still have a chance to join Stageart!
In a bad way, I might anger Terrence for not being professional.
In any case, I will go down tomorrow to try my luck.
Wish me luck!

Haha, life can be so funny at times.

Now the main topics that I chat with my friends were all dance related.
It's like, my world started revolving around dance.
Maybe I spent too much time with dancers,
or I spent too much time thinking about dance choreos.

What will my life be in a few years time?

Hello!
I cut my hair!
My bro is the haircutter!
We chatted about a lot of stuff during the cutting!
The end result is exactly what I expected, funny!
It's ok bro!

Went to CR's House to jam!
Lisa finally came after MIA for so long!
CR's iPhone is so fun!

Aiyayai!
Today so hyper!
Hahahaha!

I collected my new specs...
and I'm not sure if I should wear it for school.

The first NDP Hip Hop Dance Practice today,
the dance steps wasn't what I expect it to be,
but I guess the next dance would be better.

Oh, and I did something very dumb on my way to meet Judy for NDP.
I was supposed to wait for her at MRT 1st cabin,
and board the train she is in that went towards Jurong East.
But I waited at the 1st cabin going towards Marina Bay!
And even stupider thing is I went in even though I didn't see her inside!
Miscommunication =.=

And we met Chingay people at ZhengHua CC!
Apparently they volunteer for NDP as well.
I was shocked to see them there.

And so I went off early to meet my CR Gang.
All of them are botak already. Haha!
But I don't have to! Haha!

Okay, for the first time, in my days at IM,
I finally talked to Angeline and Hui Xuan.
It's just like 1st year all over again.
Everybody not knowing each other.
But it's worse now, cause there's no orientation.
Hope my class will be more outspoken in the future.

HiphOpperz is not a scam!
I'm glad...

Cheng Lip sure is strong... mentally.
Why do I have this feeling that he feels that he doesn't belong in his class?
His way of speaking to me was like directly the opposite of how he used to talked to me.
If he IS having trouble,
I hope he met somebody who can solve it for him.

I danced for Foreign Bodies Audition today.
I dragged Judy, Valerie and Thomas along.
I think Judy is too friendly.
No matter who,
she always be able to talk to them like they knew each other for very long time.
I wish I had that ability.

And tomorrow is the first practice for HiphOpperz.
Really looking forwards to it. Really...

In the end, I decided not to go for stage art dance practice.
I hope it's for the best, don't wanna live like secondary school time.
The phase of my life whereby I struggled between CCAs.

It's such a disappointment if HiphOpperz was really a scam.
I got my hopes high for nothing.
I'm still hoping that they were really some professional dancer.



This video is currently under my favorite list.
It displays the love of a father towards his daughter,
and also the bond between 2 buddies.

We had our Band Welcome Tea last Saturday.
The intake for percussion was the best among other years!
20-30++ people man!

I wanted to bond with them more,
but I got to on and off because of other schedule.

Sorry for the new intakes cause there isn't enough instrument.
And let's hope they can commit to the band.

Andy agreed to teach me and Judy dancing!
Now that's left is to find a date.

I hate the rain.
It forces me to include umbrella in my bag.
But I love the aftermath.
It kind of freshen up the atmosphere.

I hate Tuesday's timetable.
for 5 hours we are stuck in the same lab.
It was freakin' cold!

I went to accompany Judy for Stage Art Dance audition.
Saw a lot of familiar faces there.
And met some of Judy's friends,
Like Kenny and Clara.

I think it was the first time I really showed off my locking move.
It felt kind of good.
Although not really freestyling cause I thought of the move before.

I was accepted, but I had to say no,
as I already have the ever so busy band.
Seriously if the band wasn't that busy, I would have joined.
I think my rejection kind of pissed terrence and rene a bit.
Who wouldn't?
You accepted somebody and suddenly he/she reject.
I would be thinking he/she is wasting our time also lar.

I'm really broke now.
Spent the rest of my money on KFC just now after audition.
But I guess it was worth it,
catching up with friends.

The only unusual thing that happened today is that,
I saw Kuanleng at cheers.
And the reason for it to be unusual is because,
if I have not followed Eugene and Shihui to cheers,
I wouldn't have bump into her.
It's so rare to meet primary school friends in this school.
I wonder why...

And I think I found a flaw in me.
I kind of have STM.
Whatever skills I learned ever since I was born,
It would slowly fade away from me.

For example the dance moves I learned 2 years back.
I completely forgotten the steps.

The piano's Canon in D,
I've forgotten the keys.

And just recently,
I can't play Gloriosa anymore!

Well, maybe because I didn't train?
Who knows.

Currently waiting at home.
Waiting for technician from Acer to come my house.
Finally, after 1 month, my laptop is gonna get repaired.

Like what everyone said,
"The end leads to a new beginning".
The end of a holiday leads to a new semester.

It will take quite a while till I get used to my new clique.
I don't want people to make friends with me just because they pity me when I sat alone.
I think that makes me even more comfortable.

I have this sudden urge to bring my sketchbook wherever I go.
The urge to become a professional designer, or artist.
Maybe it got to do with Mr Godfrey showing us his students' works

I can't sleep after I woke up at 7 this morning.
So I thought I'll use the computer.

YouTubing all the way,
revised Taylor Swift Guitar chords from youtube,
and stumbled upon a very inspiring video.

Britain Got Talent - Susan Boyle

Ate Ray's handmade curry with the others at AMK,
and accompanied them with pool.
Until I get to left early for dragonboat at Bedok.
Which they finally teach me on dragon boat drumming.

It's so annoying to have a laptop that doesn't work.
Tommorow's school reopened and I still don't have my laptop.
What to do what to do.
Stupid warranty failed on me.

Freshmen Orientation is over.
The skit, the planning, the staying late.
But let's hope the friendship that all of us built stays.
Despite we all have to part ways, It's okay.
I've grown to accept it.

And for the Freshmen in 0911...
Help each other, and wish you all the best in your studies.
And not to forget the junior percussionist
Hope you all enjoyed YOUR show.
Stay in contact, and wish you all the best.

Britain Got Talent - Susan Boyle
Watch this video.
This video almost made me cry.
I can't embed it cause they disabled it. Argh!

Goodbyes to all my friends who are going to NS today...



Life is pacing so fast,
and without us realizing it,
a day, a month, and a year has passed.
Soon, we'll be in uni.
Soon, we'll get a job.
Soon, we'll get married.
And soon, you'll be too busy with your own life.

It's really nice to have friends concerning about you. When you are down and out, these friends would be your pillar of strength. It's these bonds that colored up your life.

but the sad reality is that these friendships and bonds were never meant to last. they were only meant to get you through the times and through your life. as time passes and as u go through phases in your life, u meet new people to get you through these phases and then you move on.. and then sometimes, just sometimes when the busyness of life takes a pause, you look back, pictures and letters from the past and you wonder, where did it all go?..

I hope the CR Gang will remain as it is today...

Ghost is not real...
There is no such thing as ghost...
Ghost is not real...
There is no such thing as ghost...
Ghost is not real...
There is no such thing as ghost...
Ghost is not real...
There is no such thing as ghost...
Ghost is not real...
There is no such thing as ghost...
Ghost is not real...
There is no such thing as ghost...
Ghost is not real...
There is no such thing as ghost...
Ghost is not real...
There is no such thing as ghost...
Ghost is not real...
There is no such thing as ghost...
Ghost is not real...
There is no such thing as ghost...
Ghost is not real...
There is no such thing as ghost...
Ghost is not real...
There is no such thing as ghost...

Oh Crap! The suspense!!!
MAKE IT STOP!!!!

I'm watching the movie "Room 1408" right now,
and damn, I already feel scared.
This movie reminds me of a ghost story that Wati told us

Suddenly remembered 1 incident that happened during Project Linking Hearts 2009 Camp.
I'm not sure if he is shy or what,
but we were playing this game,
whereby you have to hold other person's hand.
This boy, was very reluctant to hold girls hand.
Even if the girl was trying desperately to held his hand.
I just find it funny.
The way both the boy and the girls react,
it's kind of cute.
I just can't help but observed them.

3 events happening on the same day,
but luckily not the same time.

For being uncontrollably on a shopping streak,
and continuously spending my money,
I therefore declare myself a shopaholic.

Today's Ernest's Birthday,
so let's wish him a Happy Birthday!
There goes my so called "resting day"
Tomorrow will be the continuation of hecticity.

Vitality going down from each passing day.
Every time reach home so late.
I think I'm lacking sleep.
It's good thing tomorrow's Good Friday.
It gives me time to recuperate, at least for half a day.

As I said from my last post, I'm an OGL once again.
Today was the 2nd day I came for their planning.
And already I got punished.
Not that I did something wrong.
But apparently, somebody left a computer on overnight.
So as people always said,
"One for all, all for one"
So, yeah, everyone get to do 10 push ups.

I managed to fit in with the finale people,
And I have a feeling I'm gonna enjoy this.



Ridwan and his gang actually came up with this retarded stuff.

And after committing myself with the MIT club,
the SEG club suddenly called me to help them with their orientation...
Now I dunno what in the world am I supposed to do.

Today is so refreshing for me,
cause I experienced many things that I've never experienced before.

I participated in upcoming Freshmen Orientation planning AGAIN.

Not being lead by Ridwan for a performance.

Made someone angry.

Met a long lost friend.

Said hi to the long lost friend.

Took a taxi with a very friendly driver.

Chit chatted with Taxi driver.

Listen to the taxi driver's life story.

Doubting a friend.

Talked to supermarket's cashier girl for giving me wrong change.

Yep, a very refreshing day it is.




Comet? Shooting star?
Well, it's just the sun being blocked by odd cloud shapes.
I think it's cool.

Today's dance class... WAS THE BEST!!!
Ian, my locking inspiration, took over Fong's class for 1 week!
How sweet is that!
Anyone, just kill me!

Anyone has watched the "Shinjoku Incident"?
I think it was nice,
surfacing the ugly side of human,
and the greed for power in man.
It's so profound, I'm too lazy to elaborate.
Why don't you watch it yourself.

Dude, although I agree that losing sucks,
you don't really have to express your anger that way.
It kinda stressed your teammates out,
and it also tensed up the atmosphere.
Think about the person who's playing with you.
I don't think they'll enjoy any of that.
It's just a game, it's for fun.
You don't have to treat it too seriously.

Hey, I managed to change my timetable,
in other words, change my class.
Which also automatically changes my electives.
But it will only takes place on the second week of new semester.

Anyway, I finished up my previous Photoshop and...

Tada!
I think it's beautiful!
Although it's still far inferior from the original artwork.

And here's the daily dose of Thai advertisement!

For once in a very long time, I felt bored from playing games.
Which is good, cause it allows me to spend my time on more productive things.
Photoshopping, for example.

It's not complete cause I was stuck at 1 step.
And I know the yellow-reddish thing looks odd.

Nothing really happened today,
I just stayed at home cause percussion section doesn't need to come for band today.

And this is a very good video! And funny at the end too!

I'm back from camp, AGAIN!
Sure it was tiring, but it was worth it.

I volunteered to help out in a camp for Metta Secondary School
At first, I hang out with my cliques from Chingay, since I wasn't close to other people.
But as the camp goes on, I get to know more people.
Some are funny, some are charismatic, and some are just born leader.
It was a blast!

It's not so bad handling the kids. But when it comes to 2 of the most naughty student in the school...
Yeah, my group suey suey got the 2.
How I know?
The teacher told us.

Anyway, we were able handle them in the end.
Not by force of course, but with our persuasion and charismatic skills.

So it was time for "high elements".
It was fun! And Extraordinary!
Then was the time I really feel I achieve something.
The feeling of being able to motivate someone to overcome their fears.
Ahh~ I'll never forget it.

To cut the long story short,
They said that the kids were crying in the bus going back to school.
...so I guess we did a good job.
Cheers!

And now, I'm really tired from the camp, and I really should sleep.

I've always wanted a kind of big black round glasses like the one that Ian has.
And you know what!?
I FOUND IT!
It is being sold in "77th Street" for only $15.
I thought of buying it next month when my wallet is more secured.
A few more steps to get to my ideal image. Haha!

I
<3
MY CAP/HAT!

Really hate to blog nowadays.
Not because of it's shitty system(opps),
but because I have to log in before I can do anything.
Yeah, I know it's necessary evil, but still...

ANYWAY, It's my first lesson at O School.
Went together with Henry.
The first step into the school was very hard,
because of the look-very-pro people inside,
which makes us kinda think, "are we really qualified to join this lesson???"

Our dance teacher was Fong AKA Fongky,
you know, every dancer has their own nickname.
Yeah, his is Fongky, which sounded cool.
I dunno what I'll call myself if I ever go pro.
Jo? Jongky? Jokey?
Man, it sucks to have Jo as ur starting name.

Back to the topic, I learnt a lot today. even though it's just an hour session.
It's the right choice for me to join this lesson.
All the while, I have been wanting to learn dancing, but there's no motivation.
Straight after this lesson, I went home and start practicing till I get it right.
That's the motivation I need.

O School was having some charity event,
they were selling donated dance attires and accessories.
I bought a poet cap(as Kenny called it), and a track pants.
All that for only $30.
It's second hand, what do you expect?

And I'm totally loving this hat!
I'm like wearing it even at home!
Uh... the picture of the cap?
Next time okay? Haha!

SEG Camp is over.
I wouldn't say it sucks.
But I wouldn't say it's great either.
Compared to last year's, last year's was more fun.
But compared to last year's, this year's I learn more.

In the midst of the camp, I met 3 of Valerie's Junior.
2 of which were in my group.
What a coincidence.

The only unusual thing that happens during the camp is,
the instructor, can palm read.
And he read mine.
He said, the mole on my hand symbolizes that something bad going to happen when I reach 50.
Well, his other reading was quite accurate, so I have no idea if I should believe it or not.

Okay, so they stopped Mapling...
I knew it wouldn't last long. So, I moved on with playing Atlantica.
It's a great game. With a world similar as ours.
NPC's that has the same name as real world's famous people.

Anyway, I've been lazy to blog.
Really addicted to the game. Doesn't want to waste my time to do other things.
You see how serious it is?

I finally took up locking class.
After many months of procrastination.
It cost me $120.
There goes my PSP...

The band room just had an extreme makeover.
With platforms and all that.
But the instrument placement wise, it kinda familiar.
It's almost like the formation we used to have while I was still Year 1.

It's a bad idea listening to music from computer while studying... This is the result.

Well, I started to be MORE interested in English music, especially those that makes you stand on your feet and urge you to dance. I'm happy that I'm able to get some fine music for myself.

And I started mapling again... after about 1 year. Many things changed, lots more maps, and system. I dunno, with my friends playing, it kind of give me the reason to play again. But it's really a bad time to be motivated for maple, know what I mean?

Today, you could say that my mentality is at the lowest. You could say it's because of the stress the decision I have to make between the 2 MLM companies. And besides that...

And it really affects my exam just now. I shall drop all this issue one side first, until I finished my exam.

I shall have a strong EQ, and handle all this calmly.

Now, what I think I should do now is... study first... and forget everything else for the time being...

Chingay is over. And the bees and wasps weren't featured on TV...
Well, I just think this is unfair.
Why can't the camera just features everybody at least once?
The preview and the actual show were super tiring.
Everyone single one of us could literally just die of dehydration.
Anyways...
It was fun dancing and performing with you guys.

CHEERS!

I remembered mentioning one of my sis in one of my previous post.
The crazy one, the very "ON" one.
The one who celebrates anything that is celebratable.
Well, she took a vacation to be with us,
like a Santa Claus decided to take a vacation in one of the children's home.
It has been, what? 5 years since I last saw her?
It's as though she emitted a "high" aura,
that increases our chances of getting into a "high" mode.
Haha! In fact, we already get into a "high" mode during Amway's event.
Hmm... The photos are not transferable right now, so maybe next post.

And I was contacted by some MLM company.
Saying I was short-listed to work for a job interview.
Of course at that time, I wasn't sure it was MLM,
but I already had a hunch it is.
So I went, with a mind set not to accept this job.
But this MLM, so good at persuading people,
so, I came back for more.
Even though my sis kind of opposed me from joining.

IT'S VALENTINE'S DAY TODAY!
Wishing everyone a very romantic Valentine's Day,
and wish those with girlfriends, to have a creative idea on celebrating.

Well... February 14th, gonna spend that day alone. Haha.

NTP is really an ass, just like what Philip said. Tomorrow is the presentation and also Test for RAD, yet, I'm still doing my NTP. Not forgetting tomorrow is the Chingay Preview as well. So scared I will faint of exhaustion during the preview. SO~~~ I'm gonna sleep early tonight.

These are some of the CNY visitations photos we took. This year and... a little bit of last year's.







The last 2 pictures looked familiar? The one above was taken last year, the last one was from this year, at the exact same spot. It's kind of a tradition me and my sis came up with last year. We're gonna do it every year with the same exact pose and place! I think it's kind of creative, no?

My Animation project was extremely tiring.
I spent almost all of my free time on it,
but still not enough time.
End up rushing at the end,
not caring about the quality anymore.

Oh ya,
and i got into IM.
I have a feeling I chose the right specialization.
Next semester gonna be a blast!

And now, move one to Sinfonia.
Yes it is over. Yippee~
Although the way the tickets were given out sucks,
the lecturers went greedy and book 40++ tickets each for themselves,
leaving none, or if any, little for us.
Anyway, it's all over.

I'm inspired by this italian Designer guy,
who design with Japanese style.
The guy's name is Simone Legno,
if I'm not wrong.
He created all these cute little creatures,
with a brand called Tokidoki.



I was so inspired,
I tried to create my own...


His name is "Funkja"
"The Funky Ninja", got it?
Well, at least I tried, yea?

I helped out in the open house on Thursday, and missed a few lesson... actually the whole lesson on that day, since the last lesson was canceled. Felt bad, since my GPA wasn't that good, and I still miss lesson. Anyway, just like every year, Foreign Bodies perform for the open house at the atrium, and as always, they are so bloody cool!



The next day, it's the band's turn to perform, 2 boring pieces with 1 exciting piece, although we screwed it up a little. Doesn't really feel good about the performance at all. So the Foreign Bodies performed again after us, what a suprise~



I just came back from Chingay Full Dress Rehearsal last night. The place was damn packed with people and our costumes were still wet after the dry cleaning, very uncomfortable... Anyway, the reharsal was awesome~! Everyone was high and jumping round...



Okay, that's not us. Haha! And I saw Raodah there! Brings back memories...

I went clubbing last night, with the CR Gang! OMG~ although just an hour, with 15 minutes of dancing. Jan taught us shuffling, and I don't dare to do locking, cause I wan't that good yet, would be an embarassment if I danced. Hahaha. And I drank a bit of Vodka, mixed with 7-up. I wasn't drunk, so I can't experience the feeling of being drunk, which I have been wanting to try. Hehe.

Sorry for the missing posts these past few days. I was indulging myself in the world of RPGs and MMORPGs. What a sin, with projects stacking on me, and steadily increasing, I haven't even started a single one. And the flash project deadline is just this coming Monday. I supposed I'll chiong it this Sunday, just hope that I can really concentrate and finish by the next day.

The CR Gang's are going clubbing this saturday! But I can't go because of my Chingay Rehearsal!

Crap Crap Crap Crap Crap!

There's a new Band member in percussion section, apparently she is Eugene's Primary/Secondary Scholl classmate, and also John's Poly Classmate. Well, with that number of friends in the band, I don't think she will be quitting band...

And the Verdi Percussion Outing, it's tommorow. Let's see how many people are going.